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Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-20T16:05:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA BUAT SEMUA..!!

Lazy ME..

2010-09-02T09:59:00.002+08:00

I dun know why but this year Raya season, I am not in the mood at all. Am so lazy and always feeling tired and like insufficint of sleep.
Its purely lazy me. My house is like just been hit by a tornado and my energy level is going down to ZERO.
Don't have the mood to even bake this year. Mummy had been nagging and I noe that she has not been feeling well. But I just do not have the MOOD at all.
My eargerness is not there. My brain seem to have someting which prevents me but I do not know Y.
I hope that the mood will come soon in time for me to do what is necessary.
Poor Mummy. So sorry that I have not been of much help lately.

SLOW

2010-08-31T17:30:00.001+08:00

Its a slow day today. Such a drag.
Like no mood to do anything at all. Argh!
The time is also ticking slower than normal.

SUCH A SLOW DAY TODAY!

Life as a FLOATER.

2010-08-30T17:06:00.003+08:00

Before this, I have never been a floater in a job before. What it mean?
Floater means you do not have a permanent site and should any sites require assistance, the floater had to assist or cover the duty.

Ever since I join the new company, that had been my job as my site is not ready for take-over yet. Its nothing enjoyable except that you get to go to different sites as and when required.

However, for the past weeks, I have been station at a site at Tanjong Rhu as a temporary Admin Assistant. Its a hectic job as there was simply so many things to do but with only limited time. The work left behind by the previous AA was so much that it took me weeks to finally clear what is necessary. However, every now and then I am needed at other site as well.

Not that I am complaining but its a good experience for me. Having to meet the rest of my colleagues as well.

But...it will end very soon. My designated, permanent site is ready for taking over. Should I be happy or wat? Its been weeks that I am the temporary admin but soon resuming my original position.

Its gonna be a new experience for me as this is the first time I am doing handing & taking over of site. Its so brand new.

Good life ending soon and here comes the bsy days ahead...that also include the weekend I heard.

Goodbye good life....Welcome busy days!

Its about Aniq.

2010-08-25T12:55:00.003+08:00

Its been a hectic week for me. Aniq has not been feeling well the past few days. Brought him to see the GP but the medicine was not effective at all. His temperature is not consistent through-out and worse still, his breathing is heavy and looks tired. Gone was his good appetite and been rather cranky.

I was about to get ready to work when Aniq woke up on Monday morning. Took his temperature and its not a good sign. Could feel his phlegm in his airwave and his heartbeat is faster than normal. Mum advise to bring him to KKH for further treatment since his fever has not subside at Day 4.

We reach KKH at about 9 plus with some other kids and parents there already. Took the queue no and waited for our turn. When our no. was finally called, the Senior nurse took his temperature and as always the common qn, "WHat's wrong with your son?".

After repalying all the symptom to her, she suggested taking blood test and x-ray for him since he is already 3 years old and his fever do not subside after 4 days. U

With a heavy heart, I had to allow that for the sake of my sick child and that he should be cure 100%.

After payment was made, made our way to rm 11 and waited for our turn again. His blood was drawn from his tiny finger and he do not cry a bit. My brave little BOY. After which an X-ray was done and then the waiting game started. Seen the doctor which she suggested that Aniq has to be given inhaler with 10 puffs. My son was all cryingcoz he hated the inhaler. Waited again, see doctor and then the puff again.n total of 3 cycles after which the doctor suggested of having him admitted as his oxygen level in the lung is also not that good.

Aniq had been pestering us to bring him home but he did not know that the hospital bed was awaiting for him. I lie to him saying that we are gonna stay in a hotel and he is of course so so delighted.

However, when we arrive at the bed, he realise that he had to stay there. He kept cying wanting to go home but for the sake of his health. Mummy so sorry darling have to put you in the hospital. It break my heart to see him crying wanting to go home but... I have to presevere.

Hubby had been supportive throughout taking turns to calm him down. Aniq simply hated the inhaler thing. Doctor came to examine and suggested having to carry on the puffing every 3 hours. We manage to coax Aniq abt the stay in the hospital and for a while he seems to be able to forgot abt it. Brought him downstairs to buy food for break fast. Had a simple meal as we both are tired rather than hungry.

Poor hubby had to go back home to take a few things before coming back to the hospital for our overnight stay there. Managed to put him to bed by 9 plus peacefully. By the time hubby came back to the hospital at 10 plus, I am already too tired to stike a long conversation and so do him as he just came back from night shift and had to rush to the hospital.

By the next morning, Aniq look much fresher than previously and eating quite well. Yay...his appetite is coming back. He even said THANK YOU to everybody who attended to him. However, when the doctor came for his round, we were informed that Aniq had to stay for another night as his wheezing can still be heard. But my son already look fresh and healthy. We requested that we bring him home as we feel that he would recover better at home. After much persuasion, we are granted to bring him home but we have to sign the discharge form as it is against his advice but we insist.

He still look weak when we reach home. and I am even more tired than him. However, being the most precious person in my life, I wouldn't mind losing all the sleep for his sake.

Love you to bits Darling.

After So long

2010-08-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

After so long of not blogging which I have simply do not have the time at all to blog about.

Although alot of things have happen recently, but to take it with your own stride...well that's me.
A change in the work environment is surely a challenge when you got to find out that there is somehow still some connection with the previous company. My only pray is that nothing unpleassant had been said abt me to my present company.

Having being a floater ever since I join, its kind of like have their own thrill. I got to go to different sites having to meet the rest of my colleagues on site. However, at this current moment, I am temporarily at one of the site at Tanjong Rhu. Well...some problem here all I can say.

My permanent site will not be ready for god knows when...its been delayed though.
Well....its a learning curve for me to prepare for the H/O & T/O from the developer. I hope that everything will go on smoothly.

Will just wait and see how the outcome will be..... :)

My weekend - Lepaking at my Crib and Sunday Swimming

2009-10-19T17:10:00.002+08:00

Its so dusty...*blow dust*..
*cough..cough*

Just a short update for the weekend.

Since its a public holiday on Saturday, everyone was free including Hubby.
He got leave for that day.
Initially decided to have a BBQ but cancel it.
Invited my in-laws to my crib for some lepak moments
Cook Mee bakso and some fried food for the guest.
Even MIL was present on that day.
My in-laws started to come ard 5pm.
Not so kecorable as there was good shows on TV.
Then the kids went to Aniq's room to play as well.
They were making a lot of noise with the sound of the drums and others.
Decided to check them out and it really amaze me...
The foursome are able to form their own band featuring:

Vocalist - Raihan
Guitarist - Anis
Drummer - Aliya
Keyboard - Aniq

And they are called the Fantastic Four...

It was so noisy...but lovely.
Hahaha....

Sis, should do this again...
Cousin, do you want to try it...Potluck maybe...

Sunday...brought the twins and Aniq to the swimming pool at Sengkang.
Mum tag along to help me to look after them.
Lots of people including the indians?
Aren't they supposed to be celebrating their festive?
We had lots of fun even though I din swim.
Nini & Nana try out the high slide and they had great fun.

By 4pm..we are already on our way home exhausted.

Iftar just the 3 of us.

2009-09-03T06:01:00.000+08:00

We last min decided to break fast outside. Went to Downtown East after much deciding and contemplating.

We reached there at 5.40pm with ample time on hand, Aniq insist on taking the mini-ferris wheel there. Though I am not a HUGE fan of ferris wheel, for the sake of my only child, I brace myself to buy the tixs and took the ride togather. He LOVE the ride and all smiling through-out.Then we went to arcade with constant reminder from this beloved son of mine which insist of going in to play game.

After our break fast at Pastamania, went to Geylang to buy another set of baju kurung for both boys at Aniz. Walked around for a while before deciding to hit the road to MIL place to take the karipap sponsored by my beloved SIL. Missed my drama again..The Mentalist. Haiz...

By the time we reached home, it was just in time for my CSI..Yohoo...Its a short evening though but really enjoyed ourselves. Family...will always be there for us.

Her Pain is My Pain

2009-08-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

A mother, will always be the most dearest to us.

No matter how fierce she was before when we were kids, she will always be the place for us to pour our sorrows and complain. She will always be the closest to us no matter how far apart we are living.

Her pain will always be my pain. Each time she is in pain, I will feel it. My mother...she is good in keeping the pain from all of us. She was first diagnosed with breasr cancer, the deadliest illness and disease which people would not want to have it. She brave through the pain even though she had to remove one of the breast to prevent the cell from spreading.

It was another bad news for me when I went to stay over last nite. My father informed me that her vision is getting blurry and sometimes grey vision. She had a slight diabetes and is on medication rite now. I had wanted to send her to the hospital but she refused saying that her vision is getting better. She simply refused at all.

She so good at keeping her pain. I really hate when she refused to get treatment. It may be troublesome but I want her to have a better life. I still want her to have a longer life...to be able to enjoy her life more.

She is the most kind hearted woman I ever know. No one could ever deny that and no one could ever defeat all the wonder things she had done to the family.

Even so, nothing could ever replace all the care, love and concern she had for us all through her years. I would want to help ease her pain and for her to share her pain with us.

No matter what, her pain is my pain.

Semoga Allah akan panjangkan umurnya dan sembuhkan segala penyakitnya. Amin.

Its My B'day

2009-07-10T16:09:00.003+08:00

My b'day falls on 9 July 2009 and on this same date and day that I am born 28 years ago.
Celebrated my b'day at home with the rest of the family and the most compulsory guest, my beloved uncle, Bandi.
Bought Swensen cake as its been ages since we had ice-cream cake.
Its so fortunate that 2 years ago, I gave birth to the most chubby son and on the same month as me except for the date.
And so, we both celebrated our b'day togather although his party will be celebrated on 26 July 09. It will be a 2 in 1 occassion whereby we will be having prayers and my son b'day on that day.
Here was pics of the event celebrated on my b'day.

The present from My family esp Nini & Nana

My Swensen Cake

My Loyal Fan

Their candid Faces

My beloved Family

Our cake blowing session...with my beloved Son. We are both July.

Cake cuttting...Loves the way he smile.

I was being saboed by my bro, sister and uncle.

Peace togather...

Aniq first Movie

2009-07-01T16:42:00.003+08:00

Its boring today. Will be having meeting in the evening. Bored.
Just came back from 2 days mc...bt dun really have the energy to work.

Yes, we took Aniq for his first movie show last Sunday. Hubby got 4 tixs to the movie Transformer, and so we brought Afiq along.
We were worried as to how Aniq will be behaving in the cinema. We were prepared that maybe half way thru, we would have to leave the place. His attention span is short and its his first time and he hates being in the dark.
When the advertisments started, he hugged me so tightly and covered his face in me. I had to pacify him and amuse him about whats on the screen.
And so...when the show finally started, Aniq starts his talking. So excited to see the transformers fighting with the bad ones and also talking in baby's language at times.
Luckily, he was not the only kids in the cinema and the other kids were heard talking to their parents so...no one complain.

Funny part, half way thru the show, this little fellow fall asleep without caring all the sounds from the show. He was practically so tired of his enthusiasm, I guess.
And so for the rest of the show, I had to hold him in my arms.
I just could not figure out how in the world he could actually fell asleep in the cinema.

After the show, we had dinner at KFC and then off to carrefour. As we were so tired that day, we went home early and have ample rest.

My mind is BLANK.

2009-06-25T09:48:00.003+08:00

Its been only 6 days after my aunty passed away.

She was my mum's eldest sister and she died at the age of 54.

She died of final stage of cancer.

Her last wish was her body to be brought to my mum's place.

She had been suffering from all sorts of illness with dialysis at home for the past six years.

All this while, it was my mum who had been looking after her till the day she closed her eyes...FOREVER.

My mum is the saddest person on earth.

She suddenly felt lonely with one burden less off her shoulder.

Nothing could ever replace the sadness and disappointment she is feeling rite now.

She still felt she have not had enough looking after her sickly sister.

She will cry every now and then and no one could ever felt the way she felt.

How I wish that I could do something to cheer her up.

To at least see her most genuine smile like she used to and not just some fake and cover up smile to hide her sadness.

My mind was so blank at the moment.

I noe that the misfortunet just happened and she had yet to get over it.
Nothing we comfort could ever make her forget it for once.

I simply pray that my mum will try to accept the reality and to just live on.

May my aunt soul rest in peace there. Amin.

My Blogskin

2009-06-23T16:23:00.001+08:00

Finally, I have change my blogskin.
Thanks to Eezah for lending me her skin code.
Sorry if it looks kind of similar but thats the best I can do.
Dun have a lot of time to change and be creative.
Simplicity is the word.

The Beast of all Beast

2009-05-21T09:59:00.002+08:00

It really sadden me to read the news about the boy who was tortured by the mother's BF.
Is he human or what?
Even the animals love their children.
He is even worse than an animal and he is not fit to be called a human at all.
How can he be given a lighter sentences?
If I have the chance, I would do the same as what he had done to the child and see if it hurts.

I pray that he will grow old lonely and alone and if he get married may he be blessed with no children.
That child was only 3 years old and you treat him as if he was the same age as you.
WTH! What is this world coming into.

Notes to all guys out there: If you think that you do not have any patience with children, please do not have any child at all.
Or...if you think that you are not prepared to have step-child, then don love the mother.
Just let the child live to see the world.

This type of man should be slammed from the world. Vanish and not to be seen.

Its Fully Bloom...

2009-05-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

I din realise that the flower reared by my guards had bloom so beautifully.
He really took great care of it.
The last time I remember it is still a petal..awaiting to bloom.
How beautiful it had bloom into.
The amusing part is, the pot is placed in the middle of the condo entrance.
This is to deter any accident from occuring.

Here's the pics...

I HATE this FeeLing

2009-04-20T09:39:00.002+08:00

Do you noe how it feels when you have to keep a secret?
Sometimes you just have the urge to blurt everything out to someone near you...or even close to you.
That's how I am feeling rite now. Not that I am someone who cannot be trusted but...in mu opinion...
Good intentions are meant to be shared. If its for a good cause...then y not share it.
Maybe to the person it meants to be a surprise...but if the surprise really came as a SURPRISE to them to the extend that they cannot accept with the sudden surprise.
Or...The SURPRISE which they had created turn ugly or even uglier and much worse not according to plan...won't you feel regretful later on.

Gosh! I do not know for how long do I have to keep this secret. It may just be lost at the back of your mind without you realising it...but each time you meet up with the same person...the urge just came back again and you have to swallow it back...put it back at the back of your brain and let it got lost in your memory.

Its worst than a torture or even a break-up from your ex. This is tormenting....
AARRRGGGHHHH!!!

Sunday is Family Day...

2009-03-30T10:24:00.004+08:00

A hug from Aniq to daddy
The two heroes in my life

Loving hug from my beloved baby

Our drinks (Left) Spring, (Right) Extreme Chocolate Ice Blended

Quarter Chicken with aromatic rice, mash potato and potato salad (Yum2)

Quarter Chicken with aromatic rice, fruit salad and coleslaw

We had planned a week ago to go JB. We set off at 9.30am and had our breakfast at KFC at the old Woodland Interchange.

It was already 10.45am by the time we finished our breakfast and headed to JB.

As norm, it was jam all the way to the new checkpoint.

Haiz...i dun like the location of the new checkpoint.

After clearing the immigration, we headed straight to our first destination, Tesco.

Its easier as it is along the expressway.

We shopped at Tesco supermarket.

Kind of similar to Giant Hypermart.

As always, both of us loved to shop for groceries.

Then, we had lunch at Kenny Rogers since its already 2pm and both of us ordered 2 sets of Quarter Chicken meal.

The meal came with a home made muffin which we packed it since both of us were full.

Next we headed to Giant hypermart at Southern City to shop for some items there.

Since it was raining heavily outside, we mingle ard the place till the rain subsided.

It was a massive jam by the time we decided to head home.

Then we headed to MIL place before heading home at 9.45pm.

Next weekend, Asrul cousin getting married....so will be busy.

What colour of baju should i wear???

Hmmm...rummaging thru the wardrobe again.

Reminiscing the Past

2009-03-18T10:04:00.002+08:00

Reminiscing the past.

One of the fave song I used to love...

Aniq with his helmet

2009-03-17T12:28:00.002+08:00

Let me tell you that my son is different from others.

Being a HUGE fan of bikes...he goes to the extend of eating his food with his helmet on. I have a hard time coaxing him to remove his helmet before he finally relent to it.

This is because...he also finds it very difficult to eat wih the helmet on his head.

My weekends...

2009-03-16T11:48:00.002+08:00

Quite sometimes that i last blog. Too busy with work to the extend I dun feel like blogging.
Nway...my weekends were pack with activities.
Had to come back to work on Saturday for painting mock up. Few people turn up for the mock coz i guess the rest of the Residents can't be bothered to know abt their estate.
Then...had to rush off home as we need to attend our good fren solemnisation at Masjid Sultan.
Luckily we made it in time for the solemnisation due to the long queue for the parking lots.

After the event, went to Beach road as hubby need to get this new pair or woking shoes. Then we went to MIL place as she had called earlier asking us to be at her place. Stayed there till 10pm after which we headed home.

On Sunday, togather with my SIL and BIL as well as my mum, we headed off to Johor. Went up to Mini Kelantan at Kota Tinggi to be buy kain for my BIL wedding in June. From there, we headed to Giant at Southern City to send our kain and to get some groceries. Before we headed home, we had dinner at Singgah Selalu. As norm, the place was crowded but the food is nice.
Washed our cars there, top up fuel and then...off we head home. Send my mum first before headed home. Its nearly 1 am by the time i hit the pillow...

What a tiring day for me.

Aniq Again...

2009-02-09T14:57:00.004+08:00

His small actions makes my day...

Manly pose...model for the shampoo advertisement

Future model...

(a) Look away pose (b)His cute action

His fave post to take photo

Exclusively....From Siti...

Off we Go to Sengkang Swimming Complex...

2009-02-03T04:55:00.000+08:00

It was a last minute arrangement to go to Sengkang Swimming Complex on Sunday.Ring up both Sis-in-Laws and my mum to meet up at abt 3pm there. Its quite crowded and the place is quite big. Sufficient place to seat for a weekend. Too bad I do not have any swimming gear coz there is a jacuzzi there...Went off from there at abt 7pm and everyone was so tired except Aniq who is still active after all the swimming there...

Sheikh Aniq

2009-01-19T10:53:00.002+08:00

By demands, above are the latest pic of my lil cutey...Sheikh Aniq.

Ya habibi ya Maulana...

Ahlan Wahsah Lan

Masya'allah..punya handsome...

Enteh suka lah....

Hectic Day

2009-01-16T18:53:00.002+08:00

Its nearly 7pm and I am still in the office.
Have yet to complete my work and task.

Its been a hectic week for me...
Monday took over site from my colleague which is a total mess and I HATE IT.
Wednesday had Council Meeting which lasted till 11pm and so lucky it ended at that time...
Today, had loads of appointments which I am not aware.
Pump breakdown and had to called in contractors to pump out the water.
and other matters dat needed to be attended to the extend that I have no time to do my papaerwork at all.
I only started to do my paperwork only at 6pm....gosh...
And I have my minutes of meeting to do.
No choice I have to bring it home and do.

I have never been this busy until I am deployed to this estate.
It practically took alot of my time.

Its a total mess..........Haiz...

Well just have to endure it and do my best.
Worst comes to worst...request change of site...

I am tired while blogging...

My Frustration

2008-12-26T13:56:00.003+08:00

I am feeling very frustrated. After so long of not blogging, but here I am now blogging abt the frustration that I am feeling.

It started as a small matter but I do not expect the matter to blow up to the extend that I cannot take the pressure and humiliation that had been going on.

It all started with from an SMS to phone call and then it drag.....

This particular important matter was inform to me via SMS in which I took the initiative to at elast call the best nearest point ot contact abt the important matter. Somehow or rather, this person do not get the message for god knows what reason, and I am being blamed for not informing them.

It all started with comments from that person to others and I got to know the comments later.
I ignore it at first and thought that it had simmered down until I heard abt the latest comment made abt me.

"Aku dah menyampah tgk muka si Siti tu!"

i chose to ignore it at first but since the last incident that happen, it makes me rethink back it is true. Your small reaction towards me already reflected so much.

It was not conveyed to me directly but I heard it from someone.
This has made me even frustrated and not sure if I shld respect that person anymore.
For years I look you up as an elder and shows respect to you since I even know how to walk.
Just because of a small matter and you blew it up to the extend and made such comment.

I am truly hurt, deeply hurt. It makes me wonder if I am ever needed in any more gathering or should I make myself scarce!!!!
Since people respect you so much and tends to listen to you alot, then I better make myself scarce.
Not because I am feeling guilty but giving you the space to see the people whom you prefer to see and its not me.
I am no longer part of the group, your group and others rite.

I may have put up a brace front but inside, I am deeply hurt by the comment.
They may ask me to ignore abt it, even if I do, you will not forget it.

What wrong have I dobe to deserve that comment from you???
I may have not support you financially but morally and physically, I have been there for you.

Don't I have my pride as well????
You may get all the supporters you want and I may get none...
but in actually fact, I have the support of my loved ones. They are there for me...and they know that I am not at fault.

Sad, frustrated, betrayed, hurt...noone knows it better than I do.

Another gathering coming up and I am giving it millions of thoughts in whether I should be present or not.

My frustration.......My blog.....

The Drummer

2008-12-10T11:01:00.002+08:00

With the newly bought drum set...

Here comes...

The Best Drummer in town... and Back by popular demand...

Presenting....

MUHD ANIQ..... *throw confetti*

The New Addition to the Family

2008-12-04T11:00:00.002+08:00

Aaryan...dats his name.
Born on 3 December 2008 at 7.04 am.
Weighs 2.7kg and 33cm long.
Mother: Nor Azilah
Father: Muhd Izwan

The new addition of nephew in the family.

Ain't he adorable!
His hair is brown in colour.
He is fair just like the father.
His eyes are mixture of chinese and malay.
Haha..

Welcome to the world, swithart.

Congratulations to you my cousin, Nor Azilah.
Welcome to Motherhood!

Family outing

2008-11-25T12:45:00.004+08:00

Family Outing to Suntec City & Marina Square

Its been quite a while since I update my blog.

Been busy with work that I am too lazy to update my blog.

Well..someone is practically complaining that I did not update my blog.

So here it is....

Basically spend the weekend as Family outing.

Its been raining for the weekend so our movement are kind of restricted.

Manage to catch the MocCarnival at Kallang Stadium and its packed with cars and people of course.

We bought for that lil kid a drum set from Toy R Us.

He so love it and he played like a pro. Hahaha...

He sure knows how to hold the drum stick and loves banging on it.

Noisy...i say...coz its a combine force with the father of course.

The son is the drummer while the father is the singer.

Just imagine the noise that both of them created.

Its just don't synchronise at all..

Hahaha...

This weekend...no activity as will be sending off my uncle and aunty at the airport.

They going to the pilgrimage...

Alhamdullilah.

Semoga Haji mereka makbur...insyaallah.

Semoga mereka sihat walafiat bila mengerjakan haji nanti.

Aniq & his "drum"

2008-11-10T14:52:00.004+08:00

Above is the new and latest video of this lil rascal. (haha..) dated 09 November 2008

Manage to capture his cutest act...using his preferred "drum".

Haiz...At one part of the video, you can spot my flowers all over the floor due to his doing lar...

Dah lar mak dia ni tak tau and tak suka susun bunga...haha...

Should I scold him or just laugh it of...overall his only a year plus old.

I showed him the video and surprisingly, he can laugh at his own silly act. Haha...

Dinner @ Sakura Restaurant

2008-10-31T13:28:00.002+08:00

Went out for dinner with the whole family yesterday including my beloved uncle, Bandi.

Decided to ate at Sakura Restaurant at Compasspoint as it is the easiest eating place ard.

We plan to meet at 7pm but everyone was late and so we went in only at 7.30pm.

We ordered quite a lot of dishes and mainly in small plates...so dats explain why we manage to finish up all the food..

Not sure how much it amounted to as I am not the one footing the bill...hehehe...

I am basically the planner and coordinator only. (as usual)

The service is fast and we got our food quite fast also.

Din order any dessert as we are already full.

Then, we walk ard the shopping centre for a while.

I bought two pillows which is on sale and a pair of shoes for myself...haha..(this I pay for it)

Tired of walking, we decided to head home.

Sent mummy home first before sending my uncle home.

We finally reach our place nearly to eleven.

Tired for the day and din realise that I have doze off in front of the TV till he woke me up.

Hahaha....

Nothing eventful really happen....

Ciao...

Its a she said, he said and I thought, they thought scenario.

2008-10-28T15:07:00.004+08:00

Haiz...Some people simply loves to listen to others.
In the end, they are the one losing out.
Then, they will try every means and ways to get the things done without wanting to fork out a single cents.
Stingy...or ignorant.
Well, its the she said, he said and then I thought , they thought kind of thing that had been going on.
It gets on my nerve...each time I heard the phrase, "Oh, they said..." and then.."oh, I thought.."
ARGH...some people simply loves to listen to other people.

If you think that the problem had arise a year ago or a month ago, you should have reported them.
Now, you are not the only one having problems, me, too.

All this I am talking abt the ignorant? I thought? type of resident in the estate.
Gosh...when will people ever listen to themselves.
The conversation went like..

A: Hi, i have a defect in my unit. Are u able to activate the contractor as the warranty is still valid, rite!?
B: Erm..the warranty had already expired in early October, so now u have to engage your own contractor to rectify the problem.
A: Oh, really, my neighbours told me to wait as it is still valid and haven expire. I spot them abt a year ago. I thought its still valid dats y i waited till my son finishes the exam..

Now you get what I am trying to say!!!!

And then, came the next part...the miscommunication ones.
First you said story A, then u said story B.
Then you blame me!
WTF...it was clearly been passed down to me that msg and I took it with all the pains and sweat I have to go thru...
All becoz of the miscommunication which you are claiming rite now...

When are all this ever ending and they are not the first one that ever done that!

Its purely my frustration and my own!

New blogskin

2008-10-23T11:22:00.001+08:00

Yay! Finally I manage to change my blogskin after so long.
Got the cute blogskin...
And my tagbox is back...after much changes made.

Its totally unexpected!

2008-10-17T06:50:00.000+08:00

Siapa akan sangka...Aniq..yg hanya berumur setahun jagung..dah pandai menunjukkan reaksi cara2 org sembahyang. Terkejut kita smua esp. the grandparents.

Sementara bdk seumurnya blum pandai sgt tentang sejadah & fungsinya, Aniq ni berbeza. Dah mcm special kids gi tu.

Takder org pon yg ajar dia atau setiap kali org sembahyang, kita akan bawa dia ke bilik lain utk main. Tak tau lar bila ia bermula tapi...pantang nampak sejadah & songkok.

Nanti Aniq akan suro org bentangkan sejadah & dgn songkok atuknya, tanpa ke arah qiblat, dia akan tunjukkan cara org sembahyg. Tak kesemuanya tapi apa yg dia tau. His fave position, duduk atas sejadah & sujud. Terharu kita smua bila nampak kelakuan dia mcm tu.

His intelligence is beyond my expectation.

Mudah-mudahan...dgn ini...Aniq akan menjadi anak yg soleh & rajin beribadah.

Insyaallah....

Today...it reminds me of her!!

2008-10-08T11:16:00.002+08:00

As a normal routine, I would on my IE to check personal email as well as the estate email.
However, this particular email really triggers my thought suddenly.
Its a birthday alarm reminder of a fren's b'day today, 8 October 2008.
I had wanted to forget the date but its hard for me to do so...
Who is it...? You must have wonder.

Well.....Its my most beloved late good fren b'day, Nurul Huda. and yes...its Late (Arwah) Nurul Huda.
She passed away 3 years ago due to liver cancer.
Memories of her are still fresh in my mind.
We were both polymates back then and had always been togather, Four of us, in whatever we do.
Be it pair work or group work...it will always be four of us...me, Nurul, Chloe and Shu Ting.

She is like my lil sister in school and wld look up to me when she had problem.
In return, I would confide in her whenever I have problem.

Well, God loves her more than us and I manage to visit her in the hospital on her last day on earth.
She breathe her last on a Saturday morning...and I just couldn't bring myself to bid her last goodbye.

It may sound crazy or ridiculous and I noe that she won't read this blog nway...

Happy Birthday, Nurul Huda.

May you rest in peace!

May he rest in peace

2008-09-30T10:41:00.002+08:00

Read the news this morning and was shock to learn abt it...
Former opposition leader, Mr. JB Jeyaretnam had passed away due to heart failure.
He died at the age of 82.

I used to see him in town promoting his books and it is very sellable I tell u.
I am working at that time and he wld promote his books in front of my stall.
I din have the courage to approach him but ppl came to buy his books with even asking for his signature.
Till today, I have not read any of his books...maybe shld do so soon.
He wld stood for hours promoting his books till it finish.
Looking at him just reminds me of my late grandfather.

What ever it is...
May his soul rest in peace.
The lost of another leader to the country.

Its busy time....

2008-09-29T11:59:00.002+08:00

His new style of taking pics....

New type of posing for drinking milk.

He plays a part in helping me to "clean" the house. Thanks son!

Yay!!! Raya is coming in a two days only.

Busy with all the tidy up in the house.

Send mum to Geylang yesterday and it was damn packed...

Alot of people came to do their market shopping there.

The frustrating part is that, the male also accompany to follow their wives in the market making it even more packed.

Some even with kids tagging along in which they could have ask any of the family members to look after the kids while they went in to buy all their groceries.

I had to park at Singpost carpark as the normal carpark is crowded and also dun want to waste time waiting for parking lots.

Din take long for us to complete our shopping and decided to head home as the section for buying beef is having a super long queue than normal.

Then mum decide to go to the market at kovan instead to buy the beef and so send her home.

We initially complete all shopping by 11am and then head home.

Send mum home before heading back to my own place.

Its cleaning time and do all the necessary things.

Thought of buying food for break fast but mum ask to go and take the food she had cooked.

She make Roti kirai.......moi fav!!!

After breakfast, we (me, aniq & asrul) headed to Geylang and so lucky we manage to get a parking lot there but at a high floor.

Hubby needs to send his specs for repair and he wants to get another pair for himself.

After which, we walked ard for a while before headed home.

Tiring day for me and today, shall be the final touch up to the house.

Wld be on half day tomorrow!

Just sharing with the rest....

2008-09-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

For those who is interested to know the story abt the b**** in my previous blog, it is stated below.

The person who wrote it is the victim of that b****.

So please be careful....I am just sharing only.

The blog entry is "Aini Kamilah d mother of all bitches". There is a total of 3 parts to this blog. Just read if you are interested.

http://hazmiala.multiply.com/

Evryting turn out well......

2008-09-22T10:18:00.002+08:00

As mentioned in my previous blog, me and hub invited his family over for break fast that Saturday.
I have planned wat to cook a week before the actual day and had went to get the ingredients 2 days before and even at the last minute before I went home from work.
Lets see....what did I cook that day.
I cook :
- nasi ayam hainanese
- Tom Yum seafood
- ayam bakar (wif my own secret sauce)
- Chap Chai
- home made chilli for the nasi ayam.

It makes me very nervous as it is my first time letting his family taste my own cooking.

And the time comes when, its time to breakfast...

And............I got praised for my cooking. Yay...
Praised frm both my sis-in-laws and my mum-in-law as well.
And even hubby, too...........
Yay...*pat on the back*
*grin*

oh yar...and..and..my soon to be sis-in-law also came for the iftar which is a surprise to everyone.Hahaha....
Frm what we noe, she is not allowed to go for any gathering held by our sides, as a condition frm the mum.
Its a blessing I must say that she turn up...but not for long as bro-in-law had to work so he need to send her home first before going to work.

And..and..my sis-in-law maid helps me to wash the dishes. Really...saves my day.

Haha...It turn out really well and I am looking forward for a house-opening during Raya mth where I wld be doing the cooking myself.
And I can guarantee that it wld turn very delicious.......................:)

Oh....just smting to share with you especially all my cuzzins and gf.

I have a multiply accounts and each time i log in, we will be presented with the inbox first.
Someone's blog entry really caught my attention and I decided to read them.

The headline is " Aini Kamilah is mother of all bitches (part 1 & 2).
And so i read both the entry and I must say...I have to be wary again.
Whoever this b**** is, I may not know but I just have to be xtra careful.

For those who have a multipy, just look out for the header and read it.
You may not believe the content (ur own opinion) but just be careful.

Its suppose to be prefect...but its not

2008-09-20T10:16:00.002+08:00

I really hate all this messed up that had been created.
I tot that things are already well planned and that it would go smoothly.
Though u spoke bad abt me...but i still forgive you for the reason wanting things to get done.
U promised and promised and each time, u broke it.

As for me, I am being caught in the middle having to resolve both sides and compromising with both of you.
But what do i gain in return?
When u promise for the last time that it would go smoothly, i am more than thrilled to hear it.
But who wld have guess, its all messed up again.
To you, its a small matter but for me, i have put in effort to liase with the two of you and this is what i get in return.
You are giving me another hard time and neither of you are willing to give and take.
Yes you drag too long to the extend that it gets on evryboy's nerve and even hers.
I can still tolerate while I can but for how long.

Can you pls get it done once and for all with the schedule and request given to you.
If not, all my effort wld have gone down the drain, pleading and smooth talking her all this while.
I am tired playing the goody-two shoes for the both of you.
Showing my true colours in not my niche and dun make me do it.
It will only lead to disastrous than resolvement.

There is a limit to my frustration and how i wished that I am not involve in this in the first plc.
But......wer can i hide as its part and parcel of my work and its so unfortunate that this had to happen.
JUST GET THE WORK DONE BEFORE IT BECOMES WORST.
You purposely doing it again and again due to the hatred to have on her.
I Am the VICTIM here and not both of u!

Its really frustrating when u try ur best to coordinate all the works but in the end, it will just get messed up, not due to my coodination but due to the people who refuse to cooperate.
I am tired of all this!
Pls end it soon so as I will not have any nightmares every nite.

Pics of Aniq and....updates for the week!

2008-09-18T10:31:00.003+08:00

After much bugging from him, we finally relent to his request to wear this helmet.
Cute rite in this helmet.

Going to school, Aniq????

Just bought for him a water tumbler and its a BARNEY, his fave character.

Snap this pic in the bus to airport.

Above are pics of Aniq which i mange to snap while he is still and not moving ard. Man, now its even for tiring to get to snap his pic as he wants to take his own pics.

With raya round the corner, my house is half way done and my furniture is schedule for delivery this wkend.

Hubby make appointment with the rest of his siblings to iftar at my place and I have to cook. Gosh! What shall i cook yar....

Nothing really much happen during the wk except for the unexpected food poisoning which i experience yesterday. Thanks to the kupang which I ate that caused me all this unpleasant stomach pain to the core. No choice but to throw in mc...dammit...

My beloved uncle SMS-ed me yesterday informing that he is now in Medina doing prayers thru out and only had an average of 5hrs to sleep. POOR HIM! He is expected to proceed to Makkah soon and I pray that he is well all the way thru his Umrah! Missssssssss himmmm!

Jaja request for recipe to her fave kueh. Its choco in aluminium cup (dats wat we called it). So had to call mum as I am not to sure of the recipe after which I have to email that bimbo...oops..Jaja the recipe and the method. Muahaha... Don forget my share of it yar.

Nothing much else really happen and so my blog wld end here. Lame rite (as wat iqah love to say)..hehe..

And..oH oh oh....bad news...hubby have to work on the day of RAYA. *sobz**sobz*. He is on the night shift and so we had to really plan our journey. Poor him...not a good day for raya since he had to work.

He is going........

2008-09-13T09:52:00.002+08:00

Today break fast at my aunt plc in Yishun. A gathering before my uncle fly to Umrah tomorrow for the rest of the remaining Ramadhan days. He would be going with his other stewards frens...

The thought of him going there really thrilled me...at times I would call him and tease him abt it. Imagine him going to Umrah...and then back frm there, he might have to so-called transform himself. No more bermudas, shorts, sleeveless t-shirts...haha...

I would also remind him to buy back some sourvenirs back home. And his reply would be
" Ko fikir aku ni pegi holiday eh. Aku pegi Umrah tau. So my bag would be small instead of my luggage bag." Muahaha..........

But then, he reminded me to bring along his sunglass to the gathering today. So i told him it would be useless to wear the sunglass there since it would be crowded and everyone is doing the prayers practically every minute of it. He reply
"Mana tau kan...aku jumpa artis pat sana...bole la aku posing ngan dorang smua"
So is that going Umrah or holiday????????

How am I gonna missssssss him sssssssooooo much. He is my fave uncle and that I am his fave niece among all.

Wateva it is, hope he is fully well to complete him Umrah.

Unpleasant experience

2008-09-10T09:37:00.002+08:00

Firstly, apology to my cuzzins for the last min cancellation for the iftar this Friday. Last min decision for a meeting in the estate that day. Evening as usual.

Sorry Gals...will try to arrange another day or so.

Went to break fast outside yesterday with hubby and son. Just the 3 of us...

We went to New Hawa Restaurant opposite Joo Chiat Complex. It was not crowded when we reach there and with some table already with ttheir food arrived. When we reach there it was already near to 7pm.

We ordered our food which is simple dishes, and nothing extravaganza...we ordered our hot teas and a cup of chocolate shake.

Like i said above, it was not crowded, ok. By the time to break fast, our drinks had not arrived yet nor our food.

We waited for another 5 mins for at least the drinks. Still no sign and not only my table, but the one next to me, too. Their foods had arrived but not the drinks.

It was only around 7.20 that our drinks arrived. By then we are already so pissed off. We waited for our foods and it only arrived at 7.50pm. WOW! That long wait rite.

We have to check with them several times and each time our food had yet to be cooked. We are already feeling half full after the drinks which is nearly finished and the cheese fries which we had ordered previously.

Poor service I can tell you. Not a good experience for me. Its not crowded and they seems not to be able to cope...and how abt wkends when the crowds come in...what will happen then? GOSH. That will the last time I am having my food there.

And oh ya...when hubby's food came, they did not give us any spoon and fork and so we waited since the lady who deliver the food realise that we don have the utensils. No sign of it after nearly 10mins.

I walked over to their counter and self service them myself with the annoying look to them in which they suddenly realise. WTF!!!!!

Their service is so so POOR. I dun recommend anybody there during this fasting month!

Update for the week...

2008-09-06T11:11:00.002+08:00

Its the 6th day of fasting. Sure time goes fast without us realising it. As usual its a Saturday and its my half day of work..Yay!

Yesterday din do much. Had to take urgent leave as I over-slept! Can u believe it ppl! Hahaha... and so...luckily hubby not working ytdy. So we both kind of clean up the place and assemble the things which had been bought earlier.

Then we break fast outside with Sharil and family. Plan to break fast at mother-in-law plc but we somehow have a change of plan. We went to Jalan Kayu Thohirah Restaurant...and so fortunate, its not crowded.

After dinner, we headed to Geylang and its my 3rd time there...haha...for the week. Din manage to get my baju kurung but then again..Its always ANIQ who is the lucky one. Got him another pair of baju kurung and a white sampin for him to wear on the first day. To match with hubby of course.

We walk ard and its crowded cos its a FRIDAY. After tired of walking which initially to the extend that Aniq fall asleep in his stroller in which it is already his bedtime...we headed home. Reach home to nearly 12 midnite which i have to cook rice for Sahur.

And yes...i cook for sahur ok..*grin* *smile*. Though its only two of us...but i believe in cooking sumtimes....but canned food..hahaha... However, hubby appreciate my effort and cooking, ok!

Today, hubby working morning shift and so buka at mummy plc. Wonder what to cook as I have to either do the cooking or have to help out with the cooking...

Oh ya...I got to view my good-fren, Nor, wedding photo which she upload as private photos. She is gorgeous with the mak andam from Chinta Wedding...one ting i realise in common is that..nowadays their pelamin confirm ader those fury feathers...y ah???? Its the trend ah.
Nway..like I said, she look gorgeous that day.

CONGRATES TO YOU GERLFREN...

and

WELCOME TO THE WIFE CLUB.

Hahaha....
Well...to cuzzin...iftar gals???? When??? buka luar ramai2...but to nana, eezah & iqah...not sure if you all are able to buka luar????

Its best to know than to ignore

2008-08-25T14:04:00.003+08:00

Its not a good morning to start with. Got tick off by one of the Residents here due to my so called ignorance (according to her). She tick me off by letting a stray dog out from the estate. Its actually not a stray dog but it belongs to one of the houses outside the estate. She said that I am responsible if the dog is being knock down by a vehicle (DUH). She said I should have kept it with me or go from unit to unit to chk it belongs to which unit.
Firstly, does she knows that all the staff in the estate are all muslim?
Secondly, does she knows that we are not allowed to touch dogs?

I told nicely that we are not allowed to touch the dog and that my cleaner out of goodwill manage to get a string to bring it out since it does not belong to the owners in the estate.

Then she told me that I should have treated the dog better and treat it as human! HUH!!!
Of course nowadays there is laws which covers on the animals being hit and run. But...does she know abt it at all that we are not allowed to touch dogs. MAN....I am in a dilemma and this sentence really pissed me off.

Sometimes, its not easy being the Management having to put up with the Residents of different character and behaviour. Patience and preserverence is the key factor to the job!

OMG...discipline time?

2008-08-20T11:15:00.002+08:00

Honestly, i would not have expected such a reaction from this only son of mine. Oh man...he is getting more naughtier and mischievious as day goes by! Where do he inherit all this? Me? Asrul? OMG....

We went to IKEA yesterday to get the curtain railing for the house. Aniq as usual in his stroller making sure that he sit still while we are busy shopping. While choosing, he cried wanting to be let out from the stroller. And so I did. Guess what he did...he went straight to the metal railing there and shouted at the top of his voice...why...coz he could not get that metal out from its place as he wants to also shop for that. Both of us are like shock and I am struggling had to shut him up but it did not work. Ppl are already staring at us...man...so paiseh. Somehow manage to calm him down by giving him the one that we had chosen from the stock. He is so HAPPY to receive it.

He repeated the whole scenario again so as to attract our attention to give in to watever that he wants. It shorten our shopping time at IKEA...

Then this morning, instead of seating in his baby carrier, he wants to stand up. I AM DRIVING! Luckily I am still at the CP and I have no choice but to drive with one hand while calming him down and distracting him by playing his barney VCD. A short trip to mum's place can be a long trip due to Aniq.

I guess its time to impose a strict discipline in him...but then again.. he has alot of ppl to defend him especially my dad! SO the manja....and he knows it.

Discipline...hmmm....

Selamat Pengantin Baru Yani & Wadi

2008-08-18T14:54:00.005+08:00

SELAMAT PENGANTI BARU, YANI & WADI...!

Pelamin

The Groom, Iswadi

For Her

Hantaran in the form of Cheque

King & Queen for the day!
The Atmo Alwamal Family (not full strength)
Wat u pointing at, Aniq?

The Wedding cake

Yani - Ain't she beautiful!

Raja & Permaisuri Sehari

Her Family

Above are the pics of my younger cousin, Yani wedding day. Congratulation to her. She looks very radiant on that day.
Solemnised on 16 Aug 08 - 4pm.
Catering by SMR Wedding
Mak Andam by Ratu Wedding.
The food is okay..not bad...decoration is superb! Purple colour!

However, (attn to all cousin) our "pagar" for the entry for bridegroom is even better and livelier as well as noisier! Hahaha...sorry for the comments but its true! Guess we are the kecohrable family. Anyway, she is very beautiful and she look just like her late mum...Its true and can see from her face.
Watever it is, I am happy for her.

Someting to ponder

2008-08-11T15:15:00.002+08:00

I know that I just blog this morning. But this is something which I want to share with all. I got this from Al-Muttaqin webbie and here it is.

The title is called " Gadis yang Derhaka".

Read On:

Di ambil dari majalah Iskandariah Mesir 'MANAR ISLAM'

Menurut majalah tersebut, pada suatu hari, seorang gadis yang terpengaruh dengan cara hidup masyarakat Barat menaiki sebuah bas mini untuk menuju ke destinasi di wilayah Iskandariah.

Malangnya walau pun tinggal dibumi yang terkenal dengan tradisi keislaman, pakaian gadis tersebutsangat menjolok mata. Bajunya agak nipis dan seksi hampir terlihat segala yang patut disembunyikan bagi seorang perempuan dari pandangan lelaki ajnabi atau mahramnya.Gadis itu dalam lingkungan 20 tahun.

Di dalam bas itu ada seorang tua yang dipenuhi uban menegurnya."Wahai pemudi! Alangkah baiknya jika kamu berpakaian yang baik, yang sesuai dengan ketimuran dan adat serta agama Islam kamu, itu lebih baik daripada kamu berpakaian begini yang pastinya menjadi mangsa pandangan liar kaum lelaki...." nasihat orang tua itu.Namun, nasihat yang sangat bertetapan dengan tuntutan agama itu dijawab oleh gadis itu denganjawapan mengejek. "Siapalah kamu hai orang tua? Apakah di tangan kamu ada anak kuncisyurga? Atau adakah kamu memiliki sejenis kuasa yang menentukan aku bakal berada di syurgaatau neraka?"

Setelah menghamburkan kata-kata yang sangat menghiris perasaan orang tua itu gadis itu tertawamengejek panjang. Tidak cukup setakat itu, si gadis lantas cuba memberikan telefon bimbitnyakepada orang tua tadi sambil melafazkan kata kata yang lebih dahsyat. "Ambil hanphone ku inidan hubungilah Allah serta tolong tempahkan sebuah bilik di neraka jahannam untukku," katanya lagi lantas ketawa berdekah-dekah tanpa mengetahui bahawasanya dia sedang mempertikaikan hukum Allah dengan begitu biadab.Orang tua tersebut sangat terkejut mendengar jawapan dari si gadis manis.

Sayang wajahnya yang ayu tidak sama dengan perilakunya yang buruk. Penumpang-penumpang yang lain turut terdiam ada yang menggelengkan kepala kebingungan. Semua yang di dalam bas tidak menghiraukan gadis yang masih muda itu yang tidak menghormati hukum hakam itu dan mereka tidak mahu menasihatinya kerana khuatir dia akan akan menghina agama dengan lebih teruk lagi.

Sepuluh minit kemudian bas pun tiba perhentian.Gadis seksi bermulut celupar tersebut di dapatitertidur di muka pintu bas. Puas pemandu bas termasuk para penumpang yang lain mengejutkannya tapi gadis tersebut tidak sedarkan diri. Tiba tiba orang tua tadi memeriksa nadi si gadis.Sedetik kemudian dia menggelengkan kepalanya. Gadis itu telah kembali menemui Tuhannya dalamkeadaan yang tidak disangka. Para penumpang menjadi cemas dengan berita yang menggemparkan itu.

Dalam suasana kelam kabut itu, tiba tiba tubuh gadis itu terjatuh ke pinggir jalan. Orang ramaisegera berkejar untuk menyelamatkan jenazah tersebut. Tapi sekali lagi mereka terkejut. Sesuatuyang aneh menimpa jenazah yang terbujur kaku di jalan raya. Mayatnya menjadi hitamseolah olah dibakar api. Dua tiga orang yang cuba mengangkat mayat tersebut juga kehairanan kerana tangan mereka terasa panas dan hampir melecur sebaik saja menyentuh tubuh si mayatAkhirnya mereka memanggil pihak keselamatan menguruskan mayat itu. Begitulah kisah ngeri lagimenyayat hati yang menimpa gadis malang tersebut.

Apakah hasratnya menempah sebuah bilik di neraka dimakbulkan Allah?

Nauzubillah, sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Berkuasa di atas segala sesuatu. Sangat baik kita jadikan ikhtibar dan pelajaran dengan kisah benar ini sebagai muslim sejati. Jangan sekali sekali kita mempertikaikan hukum Allah dan mahupun sunnah RasulNya saw denganmempersendakan atau ejekan.

Kata kata seperti ajaran Islam tidak sesuai lagi dengan arus kemodenan dunia hari iniatau sembahyang tidak akan buat kita jadi kaya dan seumpamanya adalah kata kata yangsangat biadab dan menghina Allah, pencipta seluruh alam. Ingatlah teman, kita boleh melupakan kematian, tetapi kematian tetap akan terjadi bagi kita. Hanya masanya saja yang akan menentukanbila kita akan kembali ke alam barzakh.

Nauzubillah!

Thank you all

2008-08-11T10:39:00.005+08:00

The pics exclusively taken from Mizah blog as I am too busy to snap any pics.

Firstly, I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to all who had came to my house-warming cum Aniq biday cum doa selamat and arwah.

Thank you all my best cuzzins (too many to mention), aunties, uncles and friends.

Thank you for the pressies as well be in for me and my son, Aniq.

9 August 08 - Had a house-warming cum Aniq B'day cum doa selamat. Had a very good turn out as usual. All my relatives incl my hubby sides came on that day. Received a lot of pressie =)

Thank you to my mum, mum-in-law, my auntie Cik Tu and my sis for helping to prepare the forever delicious food for the occassion. No one could ever replace your cooking, not even any catering company.To my sis-in-law for sleeping over at my plc and setting the table for me and erm...to hepl me iron my clothes..hehe. Thank you to my bro, Afiq and my lil cousin for helping in the kitchen ensuring the drinks are top up on time..hehehe... To my bros in law for helping to cater the food frm my mum plc to my house.

My hubby invited a few of his friends over. Thank you to Shahril & Family, Fader & Family, Ridwan & Murni, Ashraf & Tuty and Rafhan & Farah.

We celebrate Aniq 1st B'day on that day though it is belated..haha. The cake exclusively ordered from Prima Deli by ME and its a Barney. Oh he love Barney...

Sang the b'day song for him and as usual, he is the centre of attraction. He loves taking photo and some of my cuzzin got a really cute snap shot of him smiling at the camera. HAhahaa....

The occassion lasted the whole day and when we start to clean up it was abt 8.30pm. Every body was already so tired especially both mums who had been doing the cooking. Poor them. They slept over at my plc for the nite. We somehow finish the tidy up ard 10pm upon which everyone is trying to find a good spot to sleep. I din realise that I had doze off as well while putting Aniq to sleep.

Well, I can say that it is the most eventful event and I am so happy to see everyone coming to my place.

Thank you all for taking the time to come to my plc with some of them changing their woking shift just to cater for my housewarming.

Juz a thought

2008-08-07T16:54:00.002+08:00

I din know that its hard to pen down ur tots nowadays without being misunderstood to be bitching abt them or watever it may be. You get criticise, you get insulted for no rhyme or reason.

Pppl....a thought will always be a thought. You pen down how you feel abt a person or event that had happen. When u say that someone is bitching abt u means that they are talking bad, real bad abt you...cld be abt ur attitude, ur behaviour and such. Never be mistaken for that. Read and read again if you don understand the content. Its like taking an English exam whereby you are required to do teh comprehension and to read the passage all over again to understand the story.

The same goes for a blog....you read the content over and over again before leaving any comments...if its a compliments..then its good..but if it means to insult, then its best that you dun leave them. You would only invites insult to yourself for not understanding the content of the blog.

Poor thing to my cousin, Shyna, for being misunderstood for the content of her blog. Thoughts and feeling is being mistaken for bitching abt the person concern. WTF...

Well gerl, I have read your blog previously and understand how it feels. I guess that B**** is feeling guilty dats y she brag abt you bitching abt her. Well..I truly hope that she gets dump soon in a more cruel way than ur fren and that she wld nvr be beautiful anymore. So much for insulting your looks as well as your beau.
I pray that she married someone who is not good looking and even fatter than ur beau (sorry abt it). Hahaha....

I have moved.

2008-08-04T10:52:00.002+08:00

Am tired actually. House-moving on Sat, 2 Aug 08.

I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to all those who have help me to carry all my tings to my new place. Din expect a good turnout to help me. I appreciate it cery much. I cannot describe their help on that day. Even the small kids help to carry those things up from the lorry.

We had a mini buffet on that day...cooked by my mum and mum-in law (who else). Thank you mums....

By family and hubby family slept over at my plc....without proper mattress and pillow...everyone seems to be enjoying their time at my place. One thing which i like most is that my mum and mum-in-law get along very fine. Well...I din hear abt some couples whose mum and mum-in-law din get along that well. I am very thankful that mine is the best.

I have yet to finish unpacking all my stuff...tired after all those shuttling between my plc and mum's plc. Well the room which I had occupied before had been OFFICIALLY handed over to my bro, Afiq.

Will still be returning back to mum plc when hubby is on nite shift.

As for now, planning for my nxt event which wld be held on 9 Aug 08.

For those invited, see ya this Sat...Pressie...hehehe...

My son is under nutrition???

2008-07-30T14:38:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh!!!...

I had a shock of my life yesterday. Its my mum normal monthly chkup and she went with Aisha and Aniq there. Wat will be said nxt came as a shock to me.

The doctor there approached my mum and ask my son age. She told him that he is 1 year old. Guess what the doctor told her. He said that my son is too small for his age and he is under fat, under nutrition and he is not growing well.

Hey...

He is eating well ok..The doctor said doesn't mean the parents is of small size, he should be small.
It makes me worry. What should I do?? How to make him grow??

Should I let him eat more? He has his own limit to consume rite. Any vitamins that can help him grow bigger? But so far, the chkup we had been to do not mention anything abt him being small. The nurses even said that he is among the average range babies

Should I trust that doctor? Afterall, he is a doctor rite. I ma super worry.
Told Hubby abt it and he is super shock! What shld we do? Change his milk brand? His milk is among the ,ost expensive range ok and it is widely promoted.

Maybe I shouldn't be too alarm. Wait for his nxt appointment and see what the doctor has to say.
Hopefully...nothing very major abt him yar. No rare disease an such. Pls prevent from all this.

Aniq B'day 29 July 2008

2008-07-29T11:17:00.002+08:00

Yay!!! Its my baby b'day today....

A HAPPY 1ST YEAR BIRTHDAY MY BABY! Mummy love you so much.

I can still remember the day when I gave birth to my cutey baby, Muhd Aniq. Man...Its the most memorable experience ever! All women should encounter it at least once in their life. The pain, the push, the exhaustion and the joy of giving birth. No one could ever describe it more. I can proudly say that I am a proud mother of one rite now...having seeing him growing each day..it makes my day.

His lil mischievious acts simply brings a lot of laughter into everybody's life. He is the proud joy and laughter to everyone. No one could ever resist him.

My schedule for my house-moving is this coming Saturday, 2 Aug 08. Cartons of boxes stack up nicely at a corner of my mom's house. Who would ever guess that we are shifting out from a room to a house by looking at all the items we are carrying out. Hahaha... Alot of work to be done..unpacking..the most tedious work to do.

Anyone interested to help to carry my things! Haha...So unfortunate my house is not lift landing...2nd floor ppl...so move ur butt up the staircase. For those who have problems climbing up the stairs, then take the lift to 6th floor and go down 5 floors...hahaha...

So ppl...dun forget my place on 9 Aug 08! Be sure to be there yar....

My house warming

2008-07-21T15:09:00.001+08:00

Updates!! My house renovation is already about 70% completion. Its beautiful...I love all the tiles & colour paints that we have chosen. Juz can't wait to see the finishes touch up which the handover of the completion is on 30 July 2008. YAY!!

Already planning to move out on 2nd Aug 08 (Sat) but not sure of it coz hubby may not be able to get his leave for that day.

However, to ALL Siblings, Cousin, Aunties & Uncles.

All of you are invited to my house on the date and time stated below.

Date: 9 August 08 (Saturday) (Its the PH ppl)

Time : 11am (have yet to be confirm)

Purpose : Aniq Belated B'day (Mini one) (Pressie, hehe)

Kenduri doa selamat utk rumah baru

Kenduri tahlil before puasa

Your presence to make it merrier is appreciated.

Thank You!.

Best Regards,

Siti, Asrul & Aniq!

I am so pissed off.

2008-07-14T16:51:00.002+08:00

Can I blog my frustration here! ARGH!!!! I am so frustrated with all this going on. Do they have nothing to do but complain! What am I lacking here! Everything I did is so the sake of the estate. Calls in..Calls out...ring2 everyday. Everytime. Am i the suppose to sit here and answer all the phone calls only. Am i suppose to sit here and wait for ppl to come in. PEOPLE!!! I have other work to do. Do u ever ask ard if I am in or not?? Did u even chk with the rest. The answer is NO! U only assume. Dats it...ASSUME! Wat u see doesn't mean that I did it. Wat the F&$@ man. I hate all this untru allegation against me! I hate all this. I tot that days is over..but its not. there is more to come. Except for one who came and ask me. Dats suppose to be the way then u just send ard an untrue email to the TOP! Lucky for me...he called and ask the real situation. Ask ard me and they can tell u the ans. YAR...i am slow in answering....but pls...diverting call to my mobile may not be the most practical answer to that! Its better to be diverted to another line than receiving an engage tone each time u dial my number.

ARGH....sit in my chair and u noe it. Be in the committe and you will find it. Join in...fight through...not sit back but complain. COWARD! Dats wat I would call all of u. Join in and u will noe... hw gd or bad I am towards u! Hah!!! No more smiles for u and ur family. U wld just see my stary face at u...coz...u demoted me to the least on that day. U call me names...but I hold it back.
May u have an unpleasant days ahead of u...

Aniq has started walking! Yay!

2008-07-04T10:54:00.002+08:00

Good news to all!! Aniq has learn how to walk. He already manage to barce himself to walk. Yay!!! Now I can start buying more shoes for him so as to enable him to walk more confidently. The sad part is that, i am not the first to see his first lil step. Dats the worst part of being a working mother. U are not the first to see ur lil ones makes the first movement. Sad..:( Wateva it is, I am proud to know that my only son had started walking. Not all the time but if he needs to get to a certain things or place faster, he would crawl his way there. Haha... He can walk at 11 months.

Counting down to his birthdays as well as mine which is only 20 days apart. Haha. I love it!! Wishes, pressies...I like. But we are planning not to celebrate them this month but on the day of my house warming! Then, I would receive more pressie..

Tonite, we are off to Genting Highland for the weekend. Bus trip there with company sponsors. Wow! Love it. Done with the packing yesterday and we manage to bring one luggage there. Company dinner would be held at the First World Convention Hall for 8 course meal. Wow! Never had an 8 course meal before.

Guess thats all for now. Would upload pics for the trip when I am back. Hehe...

Reappointed

2008-06-30T15:53:00.002+08:00

Yay!!! We are re-appointed again at the AGM. Yaho....3 cheers for Siti!!

Hahaha...relief of stress for me. But I din expect to be commented at when its not even my fault. I guess people mentality cannot be change. For no rhyme and reason I am being targetted at. So lucky that my existing Council members understand the scope of work of the Managing Agent. If not..I guess..I would be queried at after the meeting. Well...watever it is, thank you all for the support given to us.

Am doing my bag packing tonite as I would be busy with alot of paperwork and stuf..writing minutes, follow-up on defects, meeting with Consultant and contractor. Phew..alot of work.

Oh ya...I even got commented for not answering the phone calls. Hey..I could be busy attending to residents query, not in the office, could be in the toilet, on the other line, going round the estate or I could be on leave or MC. Wats the problem. Just leave the message with my guards and I would get back to you soon. GOSH..dats how hectic my work is. Its like a time bomb..anytime it can explode without any warning at all.

Oh yar!!! My house renovation has started. Oh my! Let me warn you people that its a BIG & BIGGER headache when you have to choose your house tiles. We practically spent nearly 3 hours just choosing the right tiles & colour as well as concept for my house. i gave up....I tell you. Its always like when u really like the tiles, its really expensive and you try to keep within your budget. Dats what I have gone thru. I tink next time I shld have left the whole headache to my ID so that they can give us the proposal. Hahaha..

And finally its decided...What we choose...??? Just wait and see. Hopefully to be able to move in before end of July so as to have ample time to do the tidy up before the All-in-one kenduri. Haha..

we have actually plan to have the All-in-one kenduri during the National day whereby its a PH to all. Starting in the morning so that people could go out after that if they have any plan.

Then, my b'day & Aniq b'day coming soon...double yay! yay! Pressie cuzzins...dun forget me!!

I tink dats all for now. My head is about to explode now..and before it does,I better have a good stroll around the estate.

Will update on my house reno soon....

Another addition to the family

2008-06-24T11:54:00.004+08:00

My sister-in-law just gave birth to a baby gerl. YAY!!! Another gerl in the family...haha..
She gave birth on 21 June 2008 at 9.03am..haha..

And they name her NUR ADLYN YASIRAH. A combination of both the mother and father name <>..
She is so adorable weighing 3.135kg at time of birth. Dats big but my Aniq is bigger weighing at 3.61kg..Gosh...can u feel the pain and struggle that I have to go thru..
Am happy for her and this is actually her third child..not sure if there would be another one..hehe.

Anyway..here is pics of the adorable baby. Hopefully, if I have a baby gerl, she would be even more adorable..hahaha...

Next 2 big event coming up.

2008-06-18T11:39:00.005+08:00

What can I say..My life evolves around people. Whether I like it or not.. I have to acept it. Being the harsh or the good ones. Thats life..Thats work..

Well, 2 big events coming up in my diary.
1) The Annual General Meeting in my estate which is due on 28 June 2008. My fate would be decided on that day. Hopefully, we are being re-appointed again.
*headache* *scratch head*
2) The company trip to Genting. YAY!!!! Though a short trip but it came at the rite time. After the big event as stated above, I would actually need a break from all the anxiety and headache that I would be having that day. Date: 4 July 08 to 6 July 08. Bringing my hubby and lil Aniq along.

Din have much to blog anyway...Oh yar..before I actually forgot.

P/s: To my cousin Nana, A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. Hopefully whateva that U have wished for would come true.

My house would be undergoing renovation soon. Haiz...another big headache for us. Just choosing the best tiles for the kitchen already leaves us a big headache when we left the place. Din expect that renovating a house would be this tedious. Gosh!!!

Nway...would be busy for the week and hopefully to be able to update my blog. Numerous times wanted to change my blog skin but no time for it. Any volunteer to help me change my blogskin...Hehehe..

Its life I guess

2008-06-13T13:20:00.002+08:00

Its a hectic one I can tell you. One after another..the problem juz would not go away juz like that. I tot that it is already the end...but NO. I am WRONG! Its not the end but the beginning. God knows what else is coming the way. The burden left had yet to subside but another burden had already come. When will this ever end? When will she ever realise it? When it had happen to her then would she feel regretful issi? How long would that be? When both my parents are no longer in the world issi? By then, no matter how much repentance you feel or done, nothing would ever change what you have done in the past. I vow not to allow that B$%!*&# lead a good life or have a good life for his afterlife. Aku tk halalkan apa yg dia dah mkn..sampai mati pon aku tkkn maafkan dia.

Though hectic, whenever I come back from work, this lil person would greet me at the doorstep, except when he is asleep. His lil stubbornness...Oh gosh! I have to live with it. When he said he wants means he wants it. When he refused means he refused. Hahaha...He just brighten up my days. He onie knows how to speak few words but not that clear

ball = boh, Daddy = dadi, mami = mak, where = weh, lampu = pu, kipas = pas, ketupat = pat, pampers = pers, tante = tah, nenek = nek

His lil reaction juz simply adores him more....

Aniq in the car - Nongkrong!

In the bed..

His lil favourite bantal busuk.

Tell u, he simply loves his bantal. He loves to gigit the edge.

Erin Wedding. She is so adorabel on that day! She lost weight a bit but not so much. Hehehe...

My Life..

2008-06-10T14:09:00.002+08:00

I am not sure what I am going to type. Watever it is...I am leading a streeful life rite now. ARGH!

Work! Life! Family!...wat else.

When will it ever ends! My head had been spinning non-stop since morning but..work is work..

Irriatting residents who practically without fail to call me and enquire abt the defects in her unit. Not like as if you are the only ones having defects...so do others.

If only I could shout out loud to clear watever that had been bothering me all this while. I have my own frustration people. Not only you.

Each time I went to this blog webbie...my frustration risen. Just by reading it makes me feel like smashing the computer or to even destroy the blogpage (like as if I can). The words and advice just do not tally with what I have seen in the blog! What the f@$%! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!

Any other way that I can actually DESTRESS????

Home...Work...Home...Work! Wat else to add in to this already-so-packed-with-rubbish-brain-of Siti!

I guess at the end of the day that is call LIFE!!!

I am back!

2008-05-29T15:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz! I am already back from my long leave...for an overseas trip. Went to K.L to attend mu cuzzin wedding. Haha..Not many of us went there anyway. Its an OK trip but a short one. very tiring due to all the fast walks that we have to undergo..hahaha...

Poor Auni! Her sisters din go this time round so basically the parents had to depend on her so much.

My cuzzin, Erin, she is gorgeous on that day. She looks different and slightly slimmer. Din take much photo as I DID NOT BRING MY CAMERA. ARGH!!! I din shop much either, to my hubby surprise coz he knows that I am a shopholics!! Another cuzzin, Nor, went for the trip but she dun look that well. Morning, afternoon & nite sickness!! hahah..anytime of the day. Heard that there will be another wedding in December..not sure if we would be going any way.

Then another news came! My company is organising a company trip in July. 2 days 1 nite trip to Genting Highlands. For staff it is fully paid by the company but we have to pay for spouses or children if we bring them along. Tell hubby abt it and he told me to go ahead with him and aniq as well. Guess I have to pay the expenses this time round.

Alot of things to follow up now in the office. Away from the office for nearly 5 days mind you and the Residents are like practically frantically looking for me all the time. Non-stop call from them. Its the HOLIDAY people...so buzz off. Hahaha..Nway...a job will remain a job. My job is a 24/7 ting whereby we have to practically answer any call anytime & anywer. Haiz..

Guess thats all I blog for now. Brain dead at the moment!

Tiring

2008-05-10T10:32:00.002+08:00

Wow!! Had a tiring day yesterday. My Council Meeting ends at 11pm. Oh gosh. By the time I reach hm its already 11.30pm. Had a shower then.

In the day time yesterday was busy for me. First is to finalise on my renovation quotation which we had received. I din noe that it would give me a terrible headache comparing & finalising on the design & cost. Had a tiff with hubby over that issue...but finally i gave up. Leave it to him to decide but then again..at the end of the day, he expects me to do all the coordination works. ARGH!!! So tedious.

Then came another bomb. Abg Nani called to say that the nite train on Monday had been fully booked for the seating & left 5 for the sleeping carriage. WHAT!!! So fast! Argh...Called Nana father to coordinate. WOW!!!Can u believe it..I am having meeting in the evening & then suddenly I got this news. My brain just cannot take it. Nasib baik ader Mamang. Thanks Mamang & bibik for the coordination. In the end,we manage to get a tiket Home. YAY!!

Now...Am feeling sleepy as well as tired. Maybe claiming my time off next week. I have 5 and half hours to claim. Hahaha...

Holiday

2008-05-09T16:31:00.002+08:00

Counting down to 2 more weeks for my trip to K.L. Yahoo...Holidays!!! Yay!!

Planning for my trip to K.L. A short one this time as it is not a good time for the hols furthermore, my brother & sister not coming along. This time round, the trip is a bit boring. Not all of us going.. except for being replaced by Nor & Izwan who are going. Surprisingly...! But they are not staying at the same hotel as us and not going & coming back togather. Whats this split UP!!!!...

Nway, already assure Nana that I would help her to talk or rather psycho her dad to allow her to get married soon. Poor her had to sought my help in assuring her father to agree to it soon.

*Dun wori Na, I will help you with this..I have 4 days with him..sure he will agree..Just wait for the good news yar. Hahaha...

Hmmm...already book our bus trip to K.L on Saturday morning at 8.30am. Book hotel at Bintang Warisan. Not bad lar the rate but the hotel dunno hw is it. Nway..now planning our shopping trip at K.L as it is a very2 short trip.

Yay!!!

Darling B'day - 25 April 2008

2008-04-28T10:37:00.014+08:00

Celebrated my darling B'day at Swensen on 25 April 2008. Had dinner, juz 3 of us, at Suntec City. Quite a crowd there..after which after dinner we proceed to Carrefour to source out for some potential items for our house. But before that, in the afternoon, I managed to get the DJ from Ria to call my darling to wish him birthday LIVE on air *wink* *wink*. He dumbfounded!!! Hahaha...a surprise for you. The day before, Nini & Nana made for him a b'day card each...haha..so cute the card turn out to be..self made huh!!!

Some pics we took...

Swensen @ Suntec City

Our Food

My Crayfish pasta

Tucking to my food!

Enjoying the spread!

Sleepy Aniq

My 2 boys...! Love yous

The so-called b'day cake.
We decided to buy ice-cream & Aniq enjoyed it very much!

Sorry for the blur image but manage to capture his cute movement.

Haha...he is playing CHAK!!!

It will never be the same again

2008-04-24T13:46:00.003+08:00

Yahoo...!!!Finally I have finished clearing my piled-up in tray to their designated files. So typical habits of mine. Haiz...preparing for the Annual General Meeting in end June! Prep already starts now...preparation of documents and such..*sigh*

Well..soon my life would never be the same as before. I would be independent soon...arranging my family life...arranging the future of my own family. Taking care of my own home especially after a hard day work. Though, even rite nw...it had not been an easy life as it used to be.
I have an option to make...to employ a maid...or..not to employ a maid...*sigh* Expenses going up instead of going down.
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Mum hasn't been in the good of health. Wat more with the mischievious grandson on hand...what more can she ask for...
*tink**tink*...Hubby B'day tomorrow...Wer shld I bring him to for dinner. He took leave tomoro..hehehe...but am working as I cannot afford to take leave again. Wat surprise to give him tonite huh???LAst year was mini-cake...this yr..dunno wat!!!!

Anyway... A HAPPY ADVANCE B'DAY DARLING!!! muakZZZZ...

Yay!!!

2008-04-21T14:10:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah..My mum is back from the hospital after being admitted for 3 days. So lucky that her fever went down but her Bp is still not constant. But she still complain of her stomach pain due to the operation she had. Poor Mum! had to go thru 3 operations in all her life. Hopefully..this is her last oprations. No more for her please. She is not as strong as she used to be.

Thank you all for your doa to my mum. Appreciated very much. Thank you for making the time to visit my mum in the hospital or at hm. Thank you once again.

Good News!!! I am getting my house keys soon. Yay!!! My appointment is set on 29 April 2008...gosh..My 2nd year wedding annivarsary! Hahaha...So coincidence I plan to take the whole day leave as Aniq had doctor's appointment. Hahaha...So happy.!!!Getting my own house soon!!

So peeps...start planning for the gifts you are getting me yar!!! Hahaha...

Am I hoping for...?

2008-04-15T09:34:00.002+08:00

I din blog much this days. Nothing to update recently except for the flu epidemic that I have been having which do not want to go away. So rite nw...my most beloved chubby son had nearly contracted the flu frm me....Oh pls...avoid the virus frm him.

Am I hoping for a miracle to happen? I do not know what had happen. My mind just could not get away frm it. I have been thinking...thinking hard enuf that I seem to be yearnig for it. I am looking forward to it each day ever since....What is happening? My heart is beating faster than ever...Someting is telling me not to think abt it...but the urge just keep on coming. I am not who I used to be....no longer the same one...

I guess...it doesn't hurt to just keep it as a memory...hopefully someday...something would make me forget it. The joy & laughter togather...the pain & hurt togather...

I guess it just me... & me alone...

I feeling sick

2008-04-11T13:23:00.003+08:00

I am feeling sick rite nw. Am having flu...ARGH!!!!

Poor hubby! Had to look after Aniq at nite coz I am feeling lousy already. Can't afford to take MC or leave as I need them badly later. AM feeling damn lousy nw at work.

I am feeling very sick...ARGH. My brain is nt functioning rite nw. Hw to do work....Raining sm more. Haiz....

3 more weeks to my 2nd year anniversary. Hehehe...have yet to plan for nting but still have to tink of smting. Juz can't wait to get my house key soon... Hehehe...

My new car

2008-04-08T12:05:00.002+08:00

A BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO MY SISTER, AISHA & MY COUSIN, RAMZAH a.k.a JAJA.

MAY YOUR WISHES COMES TRUE & MAY YOU BOTH HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD.

Nothing much to update lately. My boss offer me a position as Condo Manager (CM) at a new site which he is confident to get. I laugh it off the first time but then i give it a thought and why not I try it out. Should have the experience you noe.

Today, my mum is due for check-up at Polyclinic. Took half day off to accompany her. Tomorrow, she had to go to KKH for her another chk-up and to schedule for her operation. I pray that everything would turn out well for her and she is able to move about soon. Bibik Lin send me an email yesterday on cancer. Thanks bik for the useful forward. Appreciate it.

Tings dun turn out the way you usually plan for. Its one after another. Lucky for me, I got the support from my beloved hubby. Thanks for understanding darling. I love you so much. Fortunately, Afiq is mature enuf to know what had been going on. I envy his maturity at such a young age though he still act childish. Hahaha...dats my bro.

Thanks cousin & all for the support that all of you have given to my family all this while. * Semoga Allah membalas semua niat baik kamu semua* Thank you once again.

So unexpected, Nana & family came over to my house on Saturday. Bibik bawak kan chng tng. So sweet that I pour some water in it. Cannot drink cold. Hahaha...Sori Mamang, I bought your fave car...hehehehe...if you want we can trade for one day for you to try...hehehe...Cantik kan...heheh...I know...Hahaha...

Well then...I guess thats all for now.

My baby update

2008-04-04T14:53:00.003+08:00

Here's another latest update about my beloced son.

He is now getting noisier than ever!!! He would scream at people even his father if he is not satisfied with them. He would even scold them if they ever try to disturb his peace including his very garang grandfather. He loves kid.

Should see his reaction if you ever got the chance soon.

Cousin...gathering when? Miz ya all....Outings!!!! Its been long tkde whole family gathering. Bored Lar!!!

Confused

2008-04-03T14:58:00.002+08:00

Head are heavy with alot of things. Things just don seem to go in the way. What exactly had happen? What had caused it to happen? Alot of thoughts goes thru the mind.....

Y?...Y us? Y not someone else? Its fated rite? Its already written? Why can't she just seems to see the problem there? Why just she see that it will only bring troubles to her? Making her life more miserable than ever...more pathetic than before. No one can help her now. How old are you to have all this burden thru inyour head? You should be enjoying life now than to go thru all the unnecessary burden caused by him. Its all useless now. You are nothing for now.

You turn to your family for help in return. Shock is what you gave them. Anger is what had been burning in them. Hatred...had grown ever bigger than ever. All his sweet talks are nothing but empty and craps. Y do you still have to cling to him. U ignore all advices given to you and even turn away your family members. He sucks you till dry...but u still defending him.

I guess like people say...LOVE IS BLIND. This is indeed BLIND. This is even more blinder than a blind man. Even a blind man you can help them to lead the way...but not for you. You refused to be lead but instead follow your heart. Nothing in this world can stop you. Its like it is the world of you and him only and no one else....

Please...for once in your life...open your eyes bigger than ever. Open your heart bigger. Purify the stained heart to a pure and beautiful one. Its only then that you will see how beautiful the world is and you would regret for all the past mistakes for all that you have done. It may takes a while for you to change...but at the end of the day...your family members are the only ones that lead you patiently.

I wish you all the best but I would pray that things would turn out well with yourself...without him (the bastard) in your life.

Updates

2008-04-01T10:19:00.002+08:00

Had been long since I blog.

Here's my update.

Had not been doing much lately. Work, Hm & Work. As it is no secret anymore, YES! We change car to Hyundai Verna. An auto car...Hahaha...a bit akward at first coz not used to it. But then...have to adapt to changes. Had to sell off the old car before it gives more prob to us. No pics to update as you had to see for yourself.

Abt my mum, her operation had to be postpone as her BP shot up high on the day that she is supposed to be admitted. She must be feeling scared I guess. Postpone to another date but dunno when as her BP is still on the high side. Already advice her not to go KL if she has not recover fully. PPl there should understand rite.

My bro, Afiq got into ITE Simei in Network Security Technologies. New course so not so sure what the course about.
Aisha, got into Ngee Ann Polytechnic in Nursing course. Doing her Diploma finally... At last she is being sensible enough. Hahaha...she tot that she can wear heels to school...but so unfortunate that her building is at Blk 81....hahaha...up the hill and down. If she dun lose weight, I oso dunno what to say. But told her to take the short cut from SIM as it is much nearer.

As for my beloved baby, Aniq. ARH...he is getting more and more active. He learnt a new skill...that is clap hand. He likes to imitate ppl action oso. And his eating is getting more. Can see that he loves kids and would try his best to fit in the group. (like as if he know) Hahaha....His favourite past time is to go to the kitchen. Had learnt to master grabbing anything from tiny ants to other loads. My magazine had become...god knows what it is...in his hand.

As for me...work still not so bad lar. Coping with each day....Guess that's all for today yar!

Another Update

2008-03-12T11:55:00.003+08:00

It another tiring week i guess. Besides the cold which cannot be avoided.

Having HQ meeting this afternoon so am going off early frm site. Muahaha...

It had been a great weekend I had. Family day...watelse. Its juz the 3 of us! Went out the whole day...and shop for my beloved baby of course. Bought for him more clothes as he is growing...(but in actual fact he look small). Then after went to my mum-in-law place. Peaceful....

Well...March is already reaching the mid...soon it wld be the end of march and April nearing. Am waiting for reply frm HDB anytime nw. Haiz....planning, coordinating and the worst is *kaching kaching out....ARGH!!!!.

Its a super long list for me...what shld i buy and what shld i not buy! ARGH..Headache. My room is like it gonna be overloaded soon. The sales going on is becoming more and more tempting. But wer shld i put all those things. Mum gonna scream at me but at least she understand. Ideas...Ideas...I need ideas!

Well....I am pretty excited actually....just can't wait to own 1. Hahaha...so cuzins...u can cm over and hang out wif me anytime!!! Muahaha... Just a sneak peek preview of it yar...

Updates

2008-03-05T12:48:00.005+08:00

Its been a while since I blog. Well...busy as it is. Things just din turn out well. But so fortunate it happen while i am around.

My mum was admitted to the hospital for continuous bleeding and an undescribable stomach pain which had been goin on for 2 days. And she finally gave in to be admitted to the hospital. At that moment, I am on leave to look after my chubby son. So unfortunate, he is down with fever which a few days later he had measles. So lucky, I already applied for a week urgent leave to look after my mum.

Thank you boss for the approval and understanding.

I came back to work on 3 March 08. WOW!!! Long leave...Hahaha...enjoyed myself so much!!!

Now, lucky for me the workload is not much. Still can handle.

Updates on my baby

He has learn how to stand. An F1 racer at hm...pantang naik walker...no speed limit. Started to talk non-stop if there is people ard him...but still afraid of ppl including my in-laws side. Crawlinh non-stop and his latest achivement is to get to the kitchen which he had done it. He is so happy!

Should I say, his development is fast. Alot of ppl say that he would be an intelligent person whenever I bring him out. Haha..he is like the main attraction wherever I went. All the sales girls/aunties seem to be practically paying attention to him then me...hahaha..but got used to that.

So here it is his pic while he is having measles...Calamin lotion on him.

He's cute

2008-02-16T10:28:00.002+08:00

What do you think of this pic?

He's cute rite. He love to play with the bucket & so we took a snap shot of him.

Blog 1

2008-02-15T12:35:00.003+08:00

Yohoo...got ang bao frm my boss. Hehehe...din expect him to give anyway. He come over my office for his normal routine check. All in order.

My fren e-mailed me last week, boy, i tell you, i had a good laugh!!! Go on read it. A good letter writing...khahahahahahaaaaa

Dear Ah Lian
Thanks you for your letter. Wrong time no see you. How everything? For me, I am quiet find.
You say in your letter your taukeh soh want you to chain your look? Somemore you must wear kick kok soo, hope you can wok properly.
You know, Ah Kau Kia working in a soft where company now. Last week, he take I, Muthu & few of his friend to May Nonut to eat barger. After that he take we all go to kalah ok. Muthu sing and sing no stop until the sky bright.
Next week, my father mother going to sellerbread 20 years annie wear sari. My father mother going to give a fist to all the kampong people. So you must come with your hole family.
I only hope one day we no need to write and send letter to you and to me. Better I e-meow you, you e-meow me. I will ketchup with you soon. And when you got time, please few free to call me. Goo bye.....

Worm regard, Ah Beng

Im still laughing here!!!

Its V-day today!

2008-02-14T09:56:00.003+08:00

Its Valentine's Day today. Watelse...Flowers, Chocolates, romantic dinner and such. Haha..am not into this V-day thingy. Already told my hubby not to give me any flowers..Haha..receive alot from him already. But expected him to blanja me mkn. Hehehe..

Wat can I remember abt V-day? Oh ya...while in sec sch, I ever received a pair og Mickey & Minnie mouse from someone. I remember having to carry that thing to my next class at another school.Haha..so paiseh. Since then receive alot of gifts from my ex-bf. Till now kip some of it but not all. Haha...

Need to go off early from work today as I need to visit the bank. Made apptmnt wif hubby already to mit up. JUZ THE 2 OF US. Hahaha...kind of a getaway for a while.

Nway, will c what he would give me though i don expect nting from him. Update again when I am free.

Its updated..Finally

2008-02-13T10:25:00.001+08:00

Hi there,

Finally, I have updated my blog webbie after so long. Finally I know hw to edit my own blog (self study of course).

At least i learn sumting from here. It took me 2 days to know hw to do all the codes. haha

Will update all soon yar!

See yar.

SeLamaT HarI RaYa

2005-11-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

Its Hari Raya...AM so ahppy..Hw times fly so fast! Without realizing, fasting month is already over. The funny part is..., most of us (my cuzins) din send any kad Raya (except for Nana). Heheh...Its all thru SMS je.

On the day, I am so happy but sad as well. This yr is my last year to celebrate as single. Nxt yr I am already married and would be visiting my mother in law. Such a sad occassion. Dunno if i am able to gather togather like i used to be on the first day of Hari Raya. Colourful baju kurung. I tink this yr colour theme is green and red. Evry where dat two colour i saw. My dad fainted pat rumah obek. Such a shock i got! Think he is dehydrating coz he lose too much water. Luckily he is ok. Bermaaf maafan..as norm...but no green packet for me. Sobz...

Then went to my another aunty hs before goin to my grandma hs...eat alot and my stomach is bloated with water wat else. But then again..the day went so fast.

To all, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

~* iTs JuZ mE *~

2005-10-26T09:41:00.000+08:00

Its been so many days since i blog. Well here goes. Din do much during the fasting except working and looking after my mum yang baru abis operation. Alhamdullilah...she is fine but cannot move alot. Let me recap wat i have been doing the last wkend...Busy..

Saturday, 22 October 2005

You won believe it people...I went for Kursus rumahtangga (Premarital Course) at Arab Street. Its a personal session with the councillor for 3 hours but its intereting. The councillor make the whole session an enjoyable ones. Asrul, is being questioned through out the whole session weras i am dere just laughing at him...heheh...sorry darling. But before dat, we had done our revision b4 the course so more or less da faham pon. Cuma nak put into action might be a bit tough. haha...Got our certificate on dat day jugak. Hw proud am I of it!!!!

After dat, meet up with Ashraf and Tuty for break fast. We actually planned to have it at Makmur Cafe or Sakura buffet at Downtown east but end up at Simpang Bedok. We had a heraty meal together, maklumla da lama tak jumpa. Supposedly, Ridwan should join in but dunno wat happen to him. Den we headed to Geylang. Punyala ramai org...da lah sesak..panas lak tu. Me and Tuty went round to look at beaded necklace to wear. End up she bought 1 as i dun like the pattern. We went home at ard 11.30pm coz da penat and kepanasan. Tiring day for me.

Sunday, 23 October 2005

Went johore with my fiancee, sis-in-law and bros-in-law. We went by car but it was jam at causeway..as norm..but its onie 9.30am. After we got thru, went to Larkin as i need to take my baju from the tailor dere and also my sis-in-law nak beli brg pat sana. Shop ard for baju kurung but its quite expensive. Din buy a lot but manage to buy 2 T-shirts for myself. heheh..after dat, we went to the big giant. Ramai org lagi. Nak carik parking punyalah susah. Went round the place b4 finally found a lot. Went to Giant and bough a lot of things. mainly groceries lar. Asrul bought baju kurung for himself. Hahah...this yr we wear purple. Da penat berbelanja, we went Angsana. Jam all the way. Parking space, another problem. Alot of ppl esp Singaporean. Haiz...Walk ard the place for a while b4 deciding to end the day. Once in the car, I sleep coz i am too tired and lagipon puasa. Woke up coz feeling hot and i realised that we are still at Johore. Cars jam. Haiz...hotday, fasting month...pukul brapa nak sampai ruma. By the time we manage to get thru both customs, its already 5 plus. Went to Asrul plc to breakfast on that day before goin hm after dat. Such a tiring day for me. But its enjoyable. hahah...

An experience for me...but i won be going johore during fasting mth again. Penat!!!!

+ 4th dAY of faStIng +

2005-10-08T11:02:00.000+08:00

Its the 4th day of fasting. I am feeling sleepy rite nw. Am in the office wat else. Had a busy week this wk. Run ard like a mad person. The new estate that just took over last Saturday..got alot of prob. Tink the Residents there are just too free to call me almost every day with lots of feedback and complaints. Not forgetting the ones that do not use their eyes to see the notice that had been put up at their convenience. Haiz....miserable life being the MA for the estate. Due to that, had a lot of pending paper work and my other estate is being neglected. POOR ME!!! been to geyalang twice this week. Just go ard the place as not yet alot of ppl there. Tiring wk for me..Sori honey, always complain to you that i am tired. Well..had a lot of work again nw. till Then >>>>>>>

+ :( Life is tOtaLly unpredictable +

2005-09-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

Life is tOtaLLy unpredictable. It is totally unfair. One moment you are happy and content with what you are given, and the next moment without you realise it is gonna be gone. Why her again??? Why us again??? Why not someone else??? WHY???? Its a question which no one can answer. Even myself... Only tears can ease one pain that we are goin thru. It is totally unfair. When I am just about to go up to rise to my position, I am being shock with another news. It happen just so quickly. First my dad, then now, my Mum. Who else!!!! Only tears can only comfort myself. Who would have expect rite. My mum had cancer. Hw true can that be.I could not almost swallow the news that the doctor told me but for her sake, I have to put up on a brave front. I have to show her that I am strong and that she can rely on me. Her surgery is next week. Just counting the days. Still not confirm how serious her illness is till the results. Hw long will that be? After the surgery will be her treatment but that depend on hw serious her cancer cells are.

After this wat else!!!!!! The test given to us is totally unpredictable. Totally unfair. Time again its us. When we are about to enjoy the fruit of our labour, things happen without any warning at all. WHY US!!!!!

Endurance is all i can do for nw. Cousins, if you are reading this...I would like to thank you all in advance for the support that all of you are gonna give me. For nw, I am in need of that.

+ WeLcOmE bAcK +

2005-09-24T10:07:00.000+08:00

HeLlo tHere...

Its bEen a Long Time sIncE i Blog aGaiN.. fIrstLy is because i have no time to update my blog coz i have loads of work to be done and also coz my office IE had been cut off by the stupid ex-developer!!! hAd a hectic weeks before and ahead of me soon...had 3 projects i am handling...Haiz... then preparing for my wedding... StresZZZZ....... cannt imagine myself becoming sm1 else wife... am the first frm my bunch of cuzzin... sad to leave my life... but.. always look on the bright side. Had tonnes of meeting lately and soon load also. Fasting mth cming soon... yAhoo... its time for me to shed sm fats off me. HaHaHa..

wEll.. i hOpe to have the time to update my blog.. will update again... ciao..!!

~ Its mE & wiLL aLwAys bE mE ~

2005-06-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

"tHat's tHe wAy i LiKe iT"

Haven had a gd wk though. A lot of things are running thru my mind rite nw. Haiz...am nt able to put it into writing. Juz dunno wer to begin. Just wish to be respected...that's all. Nothing much.

HAven been eating well this wk. Dunno y actually....Haiz...

Going out later with my colleagues. A farewell lunch for my manager, Eunice Lim, as she will be leaving us nxt wk. *Sob*. Going Seoul Garden later..already bought her pressie which is a Guess watch. Nice 1..hahah...
Hope u like it Eunice. After that dunno wer to go...

My mind is in a twirl. Neither here nor there...wat is happening to me. I don have a clear mind this wk. ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!

Hate it when i am feeling this way. Just wanted to talk to some1 but who?????
I HATE IT!!!

+wEnT sHoPpInG+

2005-05-31T12:34:00.000+08:00

Went sHopping ytdy with my fiancee. Bought our stuff for the wedding gift. Went to Mustafa Ctr to buy my memory stick as i need to use it for wotk purpose. At first we went to HDB to look at new flats and the procedure for application. End up nvr ask nting as there are so may counters and the both of us are confuse as to wer to go...end up we went frk and spoon to eat. HAiz....

Then we went to Bugis...walk ard...show him the Guess? watch that i like and he said ok..heheh...expecting frm him..hMMmmm. Then we went ot Seiyu. Got for him Renoma sock, Goldlion hanky and his wallet, belt and card holder frm BraunBuffel. I chose a Renoma wallet as i don like the Bonia wallet. Just so aunty. heheh...
Finish my shopping at ard 10pm and there's more shopping to be done though..
Heheh....
hmMm...wat to get next...*think* *think*:)

[] hEcTiC wEeK []

2005-05-28T11:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
Am having a hectic week....had 3 meetings... 2 AGM and 1 Council meeting. The Council meeting is on thursday while the 2 AGM is on friday. 1 in the morning and the other 1 in the evening. Wah!!! really tired. Came back frm meeting on thursday in the evening ard 10+. then the nxt morning nid to go back HQ... wake up early. Tired. Nw still in the office. I have 2 minutes of meeting to type and to be submitted on Monday. Very sleepy oso. Then on Sunday, my mother in law and my fiancee's aunty cmin over my plc. To visit my dad. Good lar...my dad recovering well.

that's all then. Need to finish up my minutes. Am staying late today in the office. Saturday afternoon in the office...haiz...wat to do. My PC dwn so nid to finish up my work liao.

*yawn*

~ Its mE & wiLL aLwAys bE mE ~

2005-05-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

Time to move fast...I nvr realised that it is nearing to end of May and June is coming.

My wedding date had been fixed. when???? My solemnization will take place on 29th April 2006 and my reception is on 30th April 2006.

That will be say 10mths away and time really move fast. Have yet to prepare my stuff and his. Am planning to buy during the G.S.S so as to save cost. Would not be buying all at the same time but onie profressively. I am so anxious as i will be someone's else wife...I will have a responsibility and wateva i do must be with permission.

But I am happy as finally i will be tying the knot with someone whom i have loved dearly for the past 5 and a half years....Hw time flies!!! Though we sumtimes quarrel but deep dwn we know that we truly love each other.

My love...You are the one for me and i noe that i have chosen the right one. You are my Mr. Right. I luv you so much.

To all peeps out dere...I hope you would blessed my marriage.

~ Its mE & wiLL aLwAys bE mE ~

2005-05-16T11:13:00.000+08:00

Its the most hectic and unexpected weeks for me. The most uneventful thing had happen.

My dad was diagnosed with a heart attack. It broke my heart to hear the news. Really unexpected for me. Just pray for my dad's health. All my relatives gave me moral support to be strong and I do appreciate your concern Thank You all.

I din expect things to turn out this way. Supposed for my fiancee family to come down on Sunday but i cancelled it as my dad's health is more important than any other things. I luv u DAd. Will be going to hospital today. Visit him....

I hope you get well soon, Baba! Be strong...You must witness my wedding. I need You. You muz be there for me!!!.

~Just fOr u sWitHaRt~

2005-05-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

~*~ Honey, if yOu aRe reading mY bLog, tHe sOnG is juSt fOr yOu sWitHArt. yOu wiLL aLwaYs bE mY bOO. i LuV u So mUcH. mUaks...muaKs... ~*~

~ Its mE & wiLL aLwAys bE mE ~

2005-05-11T09:14:00.000+08:00

Cousin....Jaja....I Luv u....
Thanks for putting the song to my blog...I luv it...Thanks gerl...
Owe u a meal i guess...

I am late for work but onie 5mins unlike yesterday wer i reach the office at 9.20am....shucks...the traffic jam. Hate it man. Meeting my colleague Margaret in a few minutes for breakfast at Excalibur.

It was raining the whole day yesterday..argh..Nvr go out for lunch coz it is raining and i am lazy to buy my food. Meeting my fiancee after work so will be eating with him. Suppose to meet my fiancee at 5.30 at Kallang Mrt but turn out that he ask me to meet at Orchard instead. Went to pay bill there...saw quite a few eligible bachelors...ahaks...eye shopping onie...Sorry Darling. Just can't help it. Who told you to leave me alone wandering at Orchard while waiting for you. Hehehe....Ooops... As norm, my fiancee will nvr be a punctual person...Honey, pls learn to be punctual. Went shopping alone while waiting. Was looking for my white covered shoes...argh...din find the rite one. In the end, i bought for myself a lingerie. Pierre Cardin wat else. My fav nw adays. Exactly at 7pm, my fiancee arrive. Argh....imagine waiting for him for an hour. ARGH!!!! Decided to watch movie, House of Wax. Watch the 7.30pm show. Met my friend, Red. She watching movie oso but a chinese one. Talk with her for a while. The movie House of Wax is a scary movie. The sound effect especially. Din expect it to turn out very scary even though my friend, MArgaret had told me so.

Then after the movie, we went to had our late dinner at River Valley. Our usual place that we went to when i work at Breeks. I had prata coz lazy to eat heavy food. Furthermore, prata is my fav since i am young. I reach hm at 11pm, usual time i reach hm. Washup and went to bed. *yawn* very tired and sleepy. Had a tiring day.

~ Its mE & wiLL aLwAys bE mE ~

2005-05-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

*~*Back frm the weekends...

Saturday..
Reach home from work at abt 1.30pm. My mum went to her religious class weras me at hm to look after my two sisters. Am suppose to meet my mum after her religious class at ard 3plus. Going to Geylang to antar kain for Hari Raya. I send two pieces weras Aisha send 1 piece onie. After dat, we went to Far East to eat. Ate at Cahaya...had a good meal there. I don eat much as i do not have a gd appetite the past few days..dunno why actually. After dat we walk ard the plc coz i nid to buy a pair of white covered shoe wif heels. My aunt told me to buy them as she need to match the shoe with my ceremonial clothes which is WHite.....Dunno wat she have in mind, Dats my aunty..very creative. THANK YOU, BIBIK! U have offered to help me in so much preparation tat it seems that i have nothing much to prepare actually. Haiz...Then we went to Plaza Singapura coz my mum nid to buy a few things and so off we went....Bought quite a lot of things...Then we took a cab home. I don get my white shoe coz nothing nice to buy and not the type that i want. Where Are You, My White Shoe!!!!
Reach home ard 8plus and dead tired actually. Wanted to sleep but felt like watchin TV while waiting the time to call my fiancee. Had an arguement with him in the afternoon and hate it when we both quarrel over sumting minor. I noe most of the problems are caused by me. I AM SoRRY, HONEY! I Luv u so much. Can't live w/o u. U r the torch of my life. I really hate it when we both quarrel.

Sunday....
My turn to cook on Sunday as usual...No big deal coz i LUUUURRRRVVVEEE Cooking. My favpast time since i am still young. Cook ayam masak merah coz my sis nid to bawak bekal to work the next day so must cook alot but not so much. Din do much on the day coz no plan and it is raining...Non-stop. At ard 5 plus, we went to Compass Point coz my mum nak beli ironing board. Then we tot of eating at Sakura but ramai seh org. Mother's Day lar katekan...end up gi mkn kat Captain's Cook. Not bad lar the food but the service is slow. GO round the place and din bought much things. Too many ppl and so crowded.
By 8plus we are back home already. I have to iron my clothes for work..argh...Hate ironing actually...Watch Hindustan but the show is boring. Waited for the Apprentice to start. The episode ending soon so cannot miz it...*Yawn* am tired going out for 2 days...slept at ard 12am coz me toking to my fiancee...Retired to my cozy bed then.............

~ Its mE & wiLL aLwAys bE mE ~

2005-05-07T09:14:00.000+08:00

Its been a few days since i blog. Well, as norm..in the office again. Had a few things to do. Now handling two project given by my manager. I luv u Eunice! Thanks for giving me a chance to prove myself. Well! had a surprise as my blogskin had changed. Had ask my cousin to help me coz i dunno hw to do it and secondly i have no time to do. Thank Jaja...I luv u cousin.

Wat have i been doin the past few days....Work lar wat else. Had things to settle especially the estate issue. Had not been goin out lately but onie yesterday with my fiancee. We went to Takashimaya coz he need to look at the Bonia handbag that is on sale and at the same time surveying the type of bag that he will be buying for me. Then we both went to Delifrance to have our dinner. I Luv u Darling!! Muaks..muaks...

My cousin, Jaja, called me up a few days ago. She is IN LOVE!!! Congrates Cousin!!! Its been a while since she last had a bf...Cherish him dear! Long time nvr heard gossip or Latest News...Normal lar...cousin always gosip wif each other. The guy that she is currently rite nw talking to for hours is a handsome guy. Not bad ar cousin. More better looking than your previous bf...ahaks...Maklumla...in luv lagi..so tak lalu makan, tido tak lena....asyik terkenang kat dek tu je...So gerl, Releks ah...sure dia pop the question jugak pe. Asrul pop the question after 4 months kita kenal2..So TUNGGU!!! hahahah...

Then yesterday, my Manager, Mr Alvin Seng b'day. My colleagues decided to give him a voucher so each of us had to fork out $15. A HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. ALVIN SENG. Suppose to have a gathering after work but change of plan. Say meet at 9pm..go for a drink..wer? I do not know...

Well, not much things happen...so now need to do my work again.

:::: BacK fRom LonG HoLs ::::

2005-05-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

Am back from long weekends...

Nw at work doing my circular for my estate. Thinking of wat to write...
Long weekend...Well, went to my cousin place, Ramzah. Slept over her place for a day with my bro, Afiq and my dad coz my mum and another siz went to K.L for hols. Kind of fun lar...On Sunday, can u believe it...we went to banquet at Jurong Point for breakfast...Wah!!! Nvr in my life had such a heavy b'fast and furthermore, banquet..breakfast...kind of funny rite. Order sliced fish soup..Yum Yum..my Fav coz i luuuurrrrvvvveee soup. My aunty, Obek YekYek order some hotplate noodle but i din taste it coz i am full. Ramzah order handmade noodle but she order the wrong noodle...hahahahah...poor gerl! Had to eat the food anywae even if it doesn't taste that good (according to her). After our heavy breakfast, we walk ard Jurong Point to digest the food. My dad and Afiq bought Coffee Bean drinks...Wah man!!! Am i full that day and it is only half day! BURP!! Ooopss....

After, we are tired of walking ard Jurong Point, we took the train back to Obek plc. Me and Ramzah went ard Clementi Interchange as i need to trim my eyebrow. Went ard the plc and to our surprise, we both forgot that it is May Day! Some of the Salon are closed or they do not provide such services. Then Ramzah recommend the Salon near her plc. Took the bus back to her place and we went to the recommended Salon. *Eyebrow Trimming - $6*. Went in and ask whether they shave or pluck. *PLUCK* said the gerl. Went it and we are the forth person in the queue. Waited for quite long and feeling agitated as we wanted to be home by 2pm to watch repeat telecast of *MUZIKA EXTRAVAGANZA*. Soon it is my turn. 1st time experience. Feel like crying. So painful. Turn out nice the first time round and i like it. We both rush back home as it is 5 mins to the show. Finally..........we make it home.....

mY fiAnceE b'DaY

2005-04-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

Today is my fiancee b'day. His 24th b'day. I have yet to bought him nting as this yr i told him to tink what he wants for his b'day and then we both go shopping to buy the things that he like. I have been tinking for dunno hw long wer to bring him to eat. Shld it be Seoul Garden? Breeks? Fish & Co? Han's River? Haiz...

Am nw still in the office waiting for my fiancee to come and pick me up. Nt sure wat time he cming but he called to say that he is already on his way. Had a busy day today coz alot of maintenance done so kind of occupied.

Why do sumtings happen at the same time? Sometimes I am just wondering...and wondering.

~ aNothEr oRDinArY dAy~

2005-04-23T10:03:00.000+08:00

Well, it is just another ordinary day for me. Kind of a routine. Now am in the office doing my work. Luckily have finished my minutes of meeting for Casa Emerald and already emailed to Derek. Haiz....Now planning my work and consolidating some outstanding ones...not dat important anywae...

Had a discussuin wif my mum dis morn...abt my wedding lar wat else. Maybe goin Kampung Jawa with her. She wanna survey a few things for my room...She going K.L with my siz, Aisha, over the weekends..long hols anywae. Me staying hm with my dad and bro, Afiq, coz we are working and my bro are schooling. Kind of babysit both of them...heheheh....Well that's all for now then...

Yar..heard from my fren Ridzal then my another fren Shima getting married somewer in June...kind of suspicisious when ppl ask for my address actually...Just wait for her invitation then...

Till then...

~mY FirSt BloG~

2005-04-21T06:10:00.000+08:00

~*My first blog*~
Actually, I didn't know what to type. Just created this blog so kind of excited. In the office now.. Though got things to do still try to find time to relax..tired see the computer.
Guess that's all for now. Nothing much to say...Nothing interesting that happen so Ciao.!!!

SeEtY

Selamat Hari Raya

Lazy ME..

SLOW

Life as a FLOATER.

Its about Aniq.

After So long

My weekend - Lepaking at my Crib and Sunday Swimming

Iftar just the 3 of us.

Her Pain is My Pain

Its My B'day

Aniq first Movie

My mind is BLANK.

My Blogskin

The Beast of all Beast

Its Fully Bloom...

I HATE this FeeLing

Sunday is Family Day...

Reminiscing the Past

Aniq with his helmet

My weekends...

Aniq Again...

Off we Go to Sengkang Swimming Complex...

Sheikh Aniq

Hectic Day

My Frustration

The Drummer

The New Addition to the Family

Family outing

Aniq & his "drum"

Dinner @ Sakura Restaurant

Its a she said, he said and I thought, they thought scenario.

New blogskin

Its totally unexpected!

Today...it reminds me of her!!

May he rest in peace

Its busy time....

Just sharing with the rest....

Evryting turn out well......

Its suppose to be prefect...but its not

Pics of Aniq and....updates for the week!

He is going........

Unpleasant experience

Update for the week...

Its best to know than to ignore

OMG...discipline time?

Selamat Pengantin Baru Yani & Wadi

Someting to ponder

Thank you all

Juz a thought

I have moved.

My son is under nutrition???

Aniq B'day 29 July 2008

My house warming

I am so pissed off.

Aniq has started walking! Yay!

Reappointed

Another addition to the family

Next 2 big event coming up.

Its life I guess

My Life..

I am back!

Tiring

Holiday

Darling B'day - 25 April 2008

It will never be the same again

Yay!!!

Am I hoping for...?

I feeling sick

My new car

My baby update

Confused

Updates

Another Update

Updates

He's cute

Blog 1

Its V-day today!

*Its updated..Finally*

SeLamaT HarI RaYa

Its updated..Finally

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